3 Surprises in A Day

You know what. I got 3 surprises in a day. First, my dearest Adle THOUGHT that i went rebond my hair which the answer is a NO. Second, a complete stranger asked if i was wearing contact which the answer is also a NO. Third, my damn and lovely Head Prefect said:" I THOUGHT you don't have pimples LAST time. I yelled. Hissed. *SMACK* Kee Boon. You owe me 2. You promised to ride me and cat and chels out ok. You better remember that. Another clarification, my teeth isn't because of braces or paste. It is genuinely GENUINE. As genuine as LV. I used to think that i might get the ad over Jerry Yan for toothpaste if i am as famous but later i thought my mouth isn't big like Jolie.

MY HOLY YANNUS SUFANDI

Awwwwwwwww!!!!!! IT IS YANNUS SUFANDI!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO SHOUT! I WANT TO SHOUT!!! SHOUT THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. HE IS ......................I AM SWEATING!!!! I WANT TO CRY!!!! OH MY YANNUS SUFANDI!!!!! HE IS BORN INDONESIAN. LIVING IN NSW AUS NOW!!! HE HAS GOT OFFICIAL FACEBOOK, FRIENDSTER AND MY SPACE. AND HE IS 29 THIS YEAR. 180CM TALL. OH. I JUST LOVE HIM!!! HE CAN DO SPLIT. BELIEVE ME. HE IS MORE THAN AWESOME!! HE IS A DANCER, CHOREO, DANCE INSTRUCTOR, ACTOR. HE SPECIALISE IN HIP HOP, FUNK, JAZZ, LATIN AND BREAKDANCING. REPRESENTED INDO AND AUS IN SWIMMING COMPETITION. BORN 2 JAN 1980. O MY IS 9 JAN. HEY BRO. CONCLUSION. HE IS A GREAT DANCER AND I LIKE HIM ALOT. and here comes manuela. his great partner. she is too very good choreo. beautiful. very. really.

A Series of Weird Events

Today i had an unusual day. Firstly i did not sleep the whole night yesterday reading Eclipse. So i did not wake up early this morning. But suddenly my brother is annoyingly shouting at me to wake me up. My junior was right in front of my door. O shit. I forgot that i promised to train them today. But still i laze around my bed for half an hour before i jumped out of my bed. So i was there again. The field near my house. I was there normal until i notice a 4-wheel drive very suspicious. It was slower than normal and sort of stoping staring at us. It is normal people stared at us when passing by but this fellow extremely slow and .... querr. I just ignored it at first. But i noticed that this fellow was driving back and forth 3 times. Hey what are you to peep here?! I think i know who is that. So easy. Then i went back and slept again. Until evening when my mum annoyingly shouted to wake me up AGAIN. Oh holy!!!!! DOCTOR HEW was at my doorstep!!!!!!! This isn't the first time but i still sprinted up, tidied myself and got out. Luckily he was here for my mum. They were speaking in Hakka which i don't have a faintest idea about it. I am glad that i am not involve in the conversation because i will only be saying:" Ngai mm ti tao." / "Ngai mm hiao." And i would expect alot of hit from him. And my mum suddenly spoke in Cantonese so i would understand. Ok. Again she was complaining about me to him. I saw Auntie Kim in the car. I wanted to wave at her but pull the thought back. It reminded me that day she told me that she played facebook and she got friends like 'YEE JIN' (yu jun), and blah i couldn't remember who. So funny and nice of her. The fun and liberty being single and eligible. Then my sister was back with her friend staying with us for this holiday. After long i didn't see her face and realise that her was plump body being thinner now. Lol. That is a good sign. So i went to HAIMI's tuition later and found out something. Jun and i actually have very strong 6 senses about our friend. Our 1 only long long-term friend. You guess. I will accommodate prize. We really laugh at her alot until haimi is like :" main-main!" -.-" she is always like that... My mum just asked me:" What time are you going to sleep again tonight?" I can't give her answer but maybe it is tomorrow.

I REALLY HATE ANDY FOR NOW

It looks like ketupat which is not a very good idea. But i like the concept though. Finally it is DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Used up alot of my pilots, of all soft pointed end, thick end, hard point and all. Can't deny that Pilot is always the best choice for drawing pen. It is beautiful. I know andy will quite like it. He likes things like that. More semangat type. lol. I have been doing this from 9 to 2. Keep cursing andy but still ask myself to keep passion. But i guess if he says anything bad about this thing, i will hunt him down! I am super exhausted like the sky out of O2. Hope you guys like it. Going to proceed to my landscape again. O my lovely landscape. Actually i did it because Datin Nor has no more time and chance to do it for our school anymore. So i would like proceed her work in the very remembrance of her.

For Andy

Basic Core Design The left one is more abstract. The right one is don't know which year sticker copy one. Significant but it seems like orang cacat.

Negative Image. Can outshine lighter things 09 but AGM is not so clear. So i think not so good. Maybe positive image will be better, means you invert the colour. So that can outshine AGM and service for mankind will be clearer. The details can be rearranged. So doesn't matter. Simple but clear. Get the message straight away. But not nice. XXXXXX XXXXXX XXXXXX XXXXXX Same to round design. Just replace the square with circle. I am very lazy to do. Maybe if I am free and i can get up tomorrow morning, i will make you the positive image and make it all tidy and nice. Not using black for background because it is too dark and it looks hard. XXXXXX XXXXXX XXXXXX XXXXXX Now it is my landscape turn. Not complete yet. But have the idea already. The idea. This because they want school landscape and i doesn't want to do hard solid. So i did soft abstract. Negative image. Can see the idea clearly. Working it up. Hope it will turn out just fine.

WATCH OUT ANDY!

Working on Andy's thing. =.= ish... No time to make some art here. Andy better becareful because ask weini to do last minute work and weini will not reject because she is good and she loves art. Passion is always the coolest. Andy is always the suckist. It doesn't make my day!

My Fine Landscape Design

I plan to stay up late tonight to finish my landscape design. When not many human beings breathing beside you. They are breathing soundly like corpses. This is the best time when i lock my self up in my imagination cage again to let my soul travel and my mind sore to create and produce one masterpiece that puts my heart together again. While for Andy's quest for souvenirs design I guess i would have to finish my landscape design first before i stay up late for a few nights to find the inner inspiration to create more masterpieces for public sight enjoy. Well i guess this is quite subjective People just can't help having their own opinion towards every single one thing that come about no matter their sights, smells, sounds or touches. But i would rather believe that somehow people take majority view seriously where humans usually choose their stand.

感動世界的E-mail----年度最好E-mail‏

It is a email my sis sent me recently. And the whole world knows that i don't read email. And it is like almost 2000 unread mails in my inbox. But this title was interesting so i clicked on it. I saw something i doesn't want to. At least i doesn't like to. I can't stand looking at others' tragic. Maybe it makes people to be more contented. But i have a not very comfortable feeling looking at them actually. I feel rather pain. Very actually. The feeling is so deep that i can't describe how deep. I can't see something awful or tragic but i still standing still not doing anything for them. Instead i can't do anything. I am as helpless as them. I feel really awful. I wish i could be more than helpful. That is why i like A Mei so so much. Here comes the mail. XXXXX XXXXX XXXXX XXXXX Voted Best E-mail of this Year(出的最好年度E-mail）。 感動世界的E-mail----年度最好E-mail If you think you are unhappy, look at them. 如果你覺得你不快樂，看看他們。 If you think your salary is low, how about her? 如果你覺得你的收入低，那麼她的呢？ If you think you don't have many friends. 如果你覺得你沒有很多知心的朋友，看看他。 When you feel like giving up, think of this man. 當你想要放棄的時候，想想照片中的這位先生。 If you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does? 如果你得你生活在痛苦之中，你的痛苦像他的一樣多一樣重嗎？ If you complain about your transport system, how about theirs? 如果你抱怨你的交通系統太糟太亂，那麼他們的呢？ If your society is unfair to you, how about her? 如果你覺得你的社會對你不公平，那麼她的呢？ Enjoy life how it is and as it comes. Things are worse for others and a lot better for us. 享受生活本真形和自然。很多事情人更糟我並不壞。 There are many things in your life that will catch your eye but only a few will catch your heart---- pursue those. 生活中有多事情抓住你的眼球，但只有極少的事情可以抓住你的心-----就追尋那些觸動您心靈的事物吧。 （左）覺得上課很累很枯燥嗎？（右）他們呢？ （左）痛恨蔬菜？（右）他們連吃的都沒有 （左）你覺得父母的嘮叨與關懷讓你很受不了？（右）而他一無所有。 （左）生氣某人有名牌耐吉而你只有愛迪達？（右）他只有一種牌子。 （上）可以睡在床上不是很值得感激的事情？（下）他情願再也不用醒。

Yelling out of pain. ' CAAAAAAATTTTT ' Craving for PANADOL. Feel happy and excited when i see unfinished row of panadol at home. To cure unsubsided pain in myself. I was once very into YANNUS SUFANDI. I don't think alot will know him. but he is no doubt a fantastic choreographer. A good partner of Manuela, a great choreo too. He is so man, hot and cool and dxxx. Lol. He was the judge for America So You Think You Can Dance. I suddenly think of him because of Leconte. A model in a modelling program. He is not handsome but hot. But i like Shir more. She is talented, charming i say, professional, true. She is born modelling in to out. Anyway, i still love Yannus Sufandi very very much. LOL

For DIPESH'S Sake

It was the last day of school before holiday for puasa. Jun ajak me and ying go for dinner after tuition. I did not reply because i was sleeping until 5pm. Which is extra normal for me. So 3 of us actually wearing tuition wear la off course. JY most lefe. She wore flip flop. Jun wore hangten with tomgirls. I wore chapalang t shirt with Padini. JY wore One Life T shirt with dont know what short. I didnt want to go to mall actually but Jun said wana eat tomyam at black canyon. XXXXX XXXXX XXXXX We all ordered tomyam. Hehe and me off course ESPRESSO...tasty and yummy I am glad that JY overspicy and ask for water. And the cute cute waiter-Dipesh that i very fond of since last time go with andy and gang after animal care. He has super pretty teeth. O i like pretty teeth. lol JY wanted ice chocolate. He brought Ice Water. We tried hard explaining to him. I smiled so much to him. lol And he turned back to smile to me when he walked away. WOOhoo on Cloud Nine. Jun and JY were cursing me... I finally see his pretty teeth. Hah. No regret We were camwhoring then. O NO. Not camwhore We were snaping photo for each other when all the customers are, well, staring at us, i should say. The waiter wanted to take away our dishes but we were busy using my espresso lil cup to pose. I think the waiter was thinking that we must be crazy... XXXXX XXXXX XXXXX My mum called. Ask me where am I. I told her in the mall. She was like wah, so daring i thought you are so scared of H1n1 I am . Dude. But for Dipesh's sake. No choice. Mummy See i am not eligible. Do i?

The Power Of WORDS

I have yet finished watching another movie. And it is again now 12:34am. I realised that i have cried alot for it. Like once every minute. Non-stop. Using up boxes up tissues. I think i am a bit over sentimental. What say you? I once read an article written by a man. He said alot of people cry over movie scene. It can cause stress. But if you always remember that it is just a movie You will be just fine. I have tried telling myself this a thousand times but it just doesn't work for me. Maybe I have too much tears. I also know that poets are very sensitive to their surroundings. They easily got influenced by the people and situations around them. That is why they produce something artistic that any other can't. I am a part-time poet. A poet that is not famous. But at least sometimes you still see my work in public. And in the list of the winners. I don't live my life writing poems. But i taste and walk my life with my feelings written in words out my own bare hands. One of my friends told me something a few days ago. He said that the weakness of my blog is that it is very lacking in illustrations. Then i told him that it is a mighty space for words that tell not a space for illustrations to work out your mind. I think it is pretty right and beautiful. What say you? I reckon that written words is the mightiest of all arts. It is a communication tool which human can deny and abolish although a million years after. I love art. Art shall never part with me. Even if I can't see anymore I shall feel it with my heart and soul.

Teng Fatt's Cup Of Tea

I saw a man today. Oops, i see man everyday. I saw a handsome man today. Very. Really. He is walking towards me. Smiling. I was like " Oooooo, hmmm, extra cute..." He was nearer and nearer. He finally sat down in front of me. With his WIFE sitting at the table in front of me. With her daughter who was not that cute i have to say. I stared at him long. Suddenly realise that i shouldn't Lucky thing he did not realise. I watched him until his wife finished her food and they walked away happily together with their children. My nescafe is as cold as DRY ICE. Cat, I need you!! Pawwww. Come on, chill...weini or teng fatt will say that i am showing bad example to my juniors. As if i did. Anyway Teng will be happier if i did. Because he is their cup of tea.

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BON VOYAGE

I walked there with my mask on. With sweat all around my mouth and nose. I walked all the way there. I wanted to see her. I really wanted to see her. However, I was too late. I should have be earlier about 10 minutes. I should have walk faster. I should have go the 1st badge. I was indeed late for my last memory of her. I was......undescribable feeling. I was to late to even say Goodbye to her. Before she went back to Pekan. Before i could frame her face in my mind. I was late. To forgive myself. I was late. To love her again. Bon Voyage. My Dear Art Teacher. I shall struggle and struggle. Sketch and draw. Carve and cut. Your look in me. However long it may take me to do that.

IN REMEMBRANCE OF DATIN NOR

Something shocking happens. My former art teacher passed away. She teaches me BM and ART. But i prefer to call her as my art teacher DATIN NORHARIZAN. When Jun told me this, i did not want to believe. Shock right, how can a person who is not even in my school anymore know inner info from my school. It simply means that she is 8. I once disliked her, very of her LV on her elbow her sewarna kain everyday her spectacle with her pushing spectacle action her XX carat diamond ring on her fingerS and her branded shoes everyday CLARKS, LOUIS VUITTON, YSL, BONIA, ANNA SUI are familiar on her body. She always says that some of the teacher wear uglily without following the principle of art. She criticises her friend's house with green, yellow and red walls around and with a gold Volvo that she never see her friend drive before. She said she saw a woman with alooooot of banglers and wears weird clothes on the street. She said she cannot get her eyes off her. She always says that palm oil is the best. Sunflower oil is just a commercial brand. She always ask us to use coconut oil and show us that her hand is very smooth with coconut oil. When the nazir group came she brought everything branded for us to do a nice show as if those branded goods were ours because our title that day was "Logo" and we ended up the Nazir people praised us like hell. She was very happy. She also forced us to change the "interior design" of our class. She said the arrangement can let more air comes in. We dislike the arrangement but she said she is the Ketua 3K. She asked us to pour water as high as possible to let more oxygen goes into the water. She said we must write "O" perfectly and "j" with a dot on it. She said we must paste the papers after the margin. In line with it, then fold the extra in, we can't cut it. I still remember when Jun, Jie Yin, Penny and I were having Poem Recital Comp Penny imitated her and we did recorded it down. However, it will be only a memory now. i still remember that grey is her favourite I really feel guilty now for disliking her last time realising that i have learnt alot from her. She is no doubt a super good art teacher. And i thank her for my Art performance now. I don't know since when i started to dislike her but i know i was wrong. Human only learn a lesson when it is too late. It same happens to me. She used to say that her former students always thank her and i really thought it is bullshit but now i would sincerely like to express my final gratitude to her although it is too late. Perhaps this is turning point when i learnt my lesson to appreciate people around no matter how good or bad we think they are. R.I.P Once a legend of SMKTA Beloved DATIN NORHARIZAN love forever

I saw Ann Wong and Her Friend

Today i saw Ann Wong and her friend at a restaurant near my house. So i went to say hi to her. This is our conversation Ann: That day ar, my......(talking to the the friend) Me : Hi, teacher!! Ann: Hi! (very classy one, then continue...) That day ar, my...... Ann: (Look at me again) Makan? Me : Yup Ann: (Again) That day ar, my....... She finally manage to continue her story to her friend. Sorry for interrupting!?

I told my not to take curry, tomyam or any spicy food in this week. I am not sure can i do it or not. I don't think i can. Lol

Brince PULL my hair

Today my mum want to go for a hair trim so i just go along for fun Since i am very sien with my present hairstyle so i just got a cut too. Brince-the hair stylist, he has the same hairstyle like mine, flat n at the back. But he dyed his fringe grey last time. Today is brownish-grey. It looks better because it is more natural. Anyway, he cut 1 part of his off. He had semi long hair like mine at both side last time. Maybe he cut it because he thinks he looks like a beautiful girl-me. So he cut one side to look more man abit. And he has THREE pairs Jordan same model shoes but with different colour-green, red and white. He sometimes wear both colours together. He is holding my hair firm today. And i keep looking at my watch. 6.30...7.30...7.45... Yay, he finally done with my hair. You know what he did to my hair. He was pulling my hair since 6.30pm. I was still ok at that time. And then he keep spraying water, blow them dry, cut, spray water, blow dry, cut........ Repeating and repeating again. I was very Impatient already. Then he kept pulling my hair to the back. He pulled it very hard. True enough. My head was bent to the back until my neck was pain. He combed my hair very hard too until my skin is pain. He blowed my hair until my head feel like burning. I really wanted to scold him already. He kept mumbling that i must blow my hair always. Don't make hairline...... And i am frustrated!!! I looked at my watch 3 times signalling him that he had been pulling my hair for such a long hour. I think he got it and he finally got it done. Anyway, it turns out to be very nice. But i don't know how to go school lo. First, it is quite punk. Second, there is big big N at the back. And I am a prefects in Information Bureau-deals with discipilinary cases files After my mum paid him and we wanted to leave he still pull my hair and said:" You ar, remember, must blow your hair ar. If you want your hairstyle to be nice, don't make hairline." I kept nodding my head while I am running for my DINNER.