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每当我需要你的时候，惊觉你早已离我远去。

你却把这片回忆留下来让我默默守候。

这些回忆让我措手不及，让我不知如何是好。

每次流泪，不知是为了你抑或那些片刻回忆。

有太多时候，太信任，太依靠你，以致我完全失去自卫能力。

而如今，我又想像刺猬，左闪右躲，不想让你看见那偷偷流下的泪。

穿梭在夜晚的路上，拼命希望红绿灯转红，好让我与你有再多一点点时间。

但是，灯转红了，先前想好的句子，一字一句无法说出来。

结果，我们又保持沉默。

心底的回忆将永远埋藏在那不死的坟墓，你何时倾听？

时间还没停下来，我却已准备好，将你所有的回忆冷藏。

皆因，我无法再活在你的悲恸里，无法与你的悲怆共度余生。

我无法将心底的话告诉你，我害怕，很害怕，再次被你背叛。

今晚好冷，穿上寒衣，仍然感觉到打从心里的冷。

此刻96 (继续盗用)

I was listening to A-Mei collection of songs. Then I came across 曾佩慈. I noticed that she sang a song that A-Mei sang too. I wanted to see how good she can sing because I quite like the theme song she sang for 终极三国 - 泪了.

So, I just waited with not very high hope because A-Mei is my favourite female singer and this song 没有烟抽的日子 by 张雨生 is really a very nice song itself and a difficult song to express.

So she started to sing. Very deep voice she has. And she sang abit out of pitch.

However, towards the end, tears rolled down. And right after she finished singing, I broke down and cried, not because of any unpleasant memories but solely her touching and magnetic voice. It was superb. Although her skill was not as good as A-Mei or Lala but the way she expressed, I just like it very much. She really sang with her heart and soul, like she was in the song. Very very nice indeed.

Nowadays, good singers are very rare. And this, 曾佩慈 is definitely 1 unforgettable 1.

Fall for 曾佩慈.

Love, weini.

此刻 96 (继续盗用)

weini decided to study hard and finish all her homework in time!!!! Please support!!!! LOL. I can ma?? I also wondering and doubting myself. But cannot also must be can lo. I 24/7 stick to the screen 1 lo. Butt cannot move 1. If not, then I stick to my bed until tuition time also pass liao. Like that really can die lo. SPM how many more days, still like that. weini ar weini, WAKE UP LO!!!!! Lately hor, alot people ask me, eh, weini, what's wrong with u? Actually, I also don't know what's wrong with me. Just blur and confused everyday. I risk making mistakeSS everyday. And finally, this reknown Ironman--weini, fell sick. No voice can be produced!!! Haih. Movie with tragic ending. Hello. Are you crying? I know you not crying la. Just trying to make myself feel abit happier ok. Sometimes right, I find myself hate my school and the organisations I am in. I don't know why. But I just want to hide myself sometimes. I don't want people to see me, to complaint me, and to kick me aside like I am nobody anymore. I just want my life back to normal. I want to live smoothly, without this and that, that and this problems popping up here and there, there and here everyday. I had have enough of this. It is time to let go of the power I once possessed, the responsibility I once carried. As a matter of fact, I am quite disappointed with both myself and the institution I am in. However, I hope a rainbow is always ahead of me. Although it is a frown, but it is the nicest frown!!!

Love, weini

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I was quite busy lately. And this is going to continue for another 2 weeks. Then I have my July test. F***. Don't even have enough time to check out Jay Chou's news. But thanks to friends who constantly update me with Jay's news and videos. It was really nice of them. I found that I can't catch up with my studies. I am really lazy and not very interested in studying anymore. This is a real big problem. I stick to 2 counselling teachers everyday but I still have plenty of problems. Fail. I just can't set my mind properly to face all the challenges in life one after another. I am rather confused now. The worse thing is, in the midst of all this confusion, I am still packed with complicated incomplete work. Like the most recent, school based Kem Bersepadu. i have members who are rather irresponsible, finding all kinds of excuses to not to join the camp. And to all St John members' sorrow, we are deprived of leaders. We, the committee members have something more important that cleshes with this activity. However, we also have some committee who has nothing to encroach on but just simply refused to go. This is very incommited of them. And we also have a number of members who, initially, are supposed to join us in this camp, drawing themselves out because they too have something more important to go for, which is the Choral Speaking competition. One thing that I really regret is, out of 6 teachers advisor, 3 are in Management and only 3 are left behind to stay with our members throughout the camp. But 1 is unwilling to stay with them and one more has got her personal family problem. So, we are only left with 1 teacher advisor, which is really a headache for me because I fear that the members will not be very clear, what to do and what not to. However, I am glad that my only teacher advisor who is left over together with the member tried her best to get everything on track. I am also happy to see that my members are one-heart, trying to make this camp a success!! Still, I am needing some advise and encouragement from my dear soulmate, Diao. Diao is my Petroleum that are quite precious. Haha. 1 thing that still bother me much is that I have missed 2 camps that I thought they were going to be fun. One is INTI Youth Empowerment and another 1 is Penang International Jambori. I really regretted not going and I avoid myself from feeling even sadder by not looking at those beautiful photos of the camps. I am just a big fat liar who is still an armature lying to myself. FAIL!!!

此刻 93 (继续盗用)

我需要有一天，无所事事，心血来潮，情绪零碎的时候，坐下来，静静思考，爬爬格子。

再会。吾爱

此刻 92 (继续盗用)

Actually I am supposed to go for INTI Youth Empowerment but too many problems just pop up suddenly. Many friends suddenly decided not to go so ended up I am quite lonely and too, decided not to go. But later I am acknowledged that a few changed their mind and wanted to go. So I need to face this problem. It was hard for me to decide to go and later not to go then later they give me this heart-attack news. I need to reconsider this. But I have already decided, with much courage, to totally give up on this thing. Now I was confused. To go or not to go. It's a damn fan question. Seriously. If I were to go, I haven't pack anything. Funny. And in one and half hour time the bus is leaving. Oh no. I hope more are going so my mum would just let me go. Actually I have my medical appointment tomorrow and double tuitions. See. Confusion~~

此刻 91 (继续盗用)

有些人快乐，有些人失落。这个世界的一切永远都在轮回旋转。没有人永远快乐，更没有人永远失落。但是，快乐的当儿，又有人会以为这整个世界就是属于他快乐的影子，然而，失落的当儿，又有人会以为这个世界对他不公平。人总是在不知觉中过着自己的日子，照着自己的镜子。你我或许常常会想，为什么他这样对我，为什么就是令我失落。那我又认为，你我是否常常忘了问问自己，忘了照照镜子，甚至忘了注意自己影子的长短。这一种失忆症往往让你我活在一个狭窄不平的世界，一个玩世不恭，愤愤不平，自怨自艾的世界。 你我从来看不见自己的影子，所以也从来不知道影子的长短。忘了追逐自己的影子，让它离你我太远。又或许，你我从来不曾想过有一天自己的影子竟然会消失得无影无踪，所以不曾望望这将跟随你一辈子的影子。你我无心的大意确实让大家都痛苦不堪。 每个人都追求着不同的事物，但你我都有一个属于自己的梦。我常常深怕梦醒的时候会梦碎，再也不能重圆，不知你是否也有同感。因此，我常常都希望永远不要从梦中惊醒，才能享受这未必能实现的梦。但是，梦醒时分，我往往会认为若梦不碎，我将会永远在这梦的圈子兜兜转转，永远驻足不前。所以我有时会希望我的梦不再只是一场美梦。但是，微弱的人总是在这最关紧要的当儿被自己打败，永远活在梦境里边。 蓦然回首，始才惊觉属于你我那时美好的梦境已不知所踪，剩下的只有两须斑白，两袖清风。这时，后悔已莫及，又开始看着年轻一辈继续犯下同样的错，你我却奈何不了。 人可以被消灭，但不可以被击败。我的愚见不知能否引起你共鸣？

此刻 90 (继续盗用)

我在阴暗中降落
世界在雨中淹没
画面与现实交错
无法抽离卡在胸口

躯壳如行尸走肉
陷阱旋涡我已受够
挣脱逃离这个空洞

如果我冲出黑幕笼罩的天空
就别在捆绑我的自由

在狂风之中嘶吼
作困兽之斗
我奋力冲破
封闭的思绪震开裂缝

燃烧的花朵升空
消失在空中
记忆在剥落
残留的影响轮廓
溃散在薄雾中

我信任，并不代表你可以剥夺。 没有放弃信任，因为仍然在乎。 你可以隐瞒，但请不要欺骗。 当你一再欺骗，我已不想再选择相信。 我不想每一次都成为相信你谎言的人。 我已经觉得很累，很愚蠢。 你可不可以留一点情面，让我看起来不至于太无知？ 我并不是冷血动物，不是你说什么，我都可以若无其事。 就算我若无其事，那我伪装得好辛苦。 我不想在你面前戴上面具，来让你好过一点。 因为这样我很难过。 我不是为你而活，我有我自己的路要继续走。 你为什么总是说话不顾及你身边的人。 难道我不曾存在？ 难道我在你生命中真的只是过客而已？ 一个你根本看不见的过客。 我已经受够你这一切。 我不想再故意作一些什么，就是为了让你好过一点。 我真得很厌烦。 我不知道要怎麽样跟你说话。 我好像做什么都错。 你好像一点也不在乎。 你认为我很奇怪，对吧。 那我想，我的生活以后不能够在容纳你了。 我不能为你在驻足，是时候放弃你了。 我会尽力在你的生命中消失。 我希望我可以不这样做。 但是，我想不到更好的方法了。 对不起。 请原谅我一直以来令你厌烦。

此刻 89 (继续盗用)

Dear Lim Jia Wen: I was enjoying Andrew Yep's travel photographs and I saw this. Haha. It's Show Luo!!!

此刻 88 (继续盗用)

Diao. You know what. My mum really dislikes 小S la. Haha. She kept saying she very noisy. Lol. Anyway, she got abit ai ai lo. Jay damn 大男人 la. Even in that show. And when 小S check his underwear damn stupid la. Jay kept asking her to stop looking down. Jay's fashion sense still very bad. Gold slack with blue hi-top sneakers. WTH. Nice slack and nice sneakers IF he didn't put them together. When he helped 小S change the chord damn mengada lo. If he was not Jay o, I will hate him. Ahhaha. But he is Jay ma. So ok lo. 房租名 very cute la inside that show. And Darren very cham lo. Sit 冷板凳。 Jeff has his own cool style so ok la. He quite Diao also ma. That flash back part right, Jay looked more handsome lo. I still prefer Jay 5 years ago. More hip hop kind. Now more 文艺 type. And his 助理 follows him too long already. Become very Diao also. Scold him somemore. Haha. I want to be his 助理 la. Haha. Actually Jay quite 多事 yi xia lo. Go ask all his friends teman him. == And I wonder why 耕宏 didn't join. I quite like 耕宏 de lo. Haha. And his 助理 very rich yi xia lo. Always have to pay for him. I think his 助理 looked like the fat girl who acted as Ghost in 吓到笑 Part 2 le. Haha. See you soon.