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"So Others May Live" Just finished watching The Guardian by Andrew Davis. It is what I call a true movie. My house flooded esp at the last part. When the rope broke. Senior Chief let go himself of Jake Fischer. "I won't let go!" "I know." Then Senior Chief started unhooking himself of Jake's hook. Jake held him tight. His arm, his hand, his fingers and his finger... Until he was seen no more deep down into the water, hit by squal. I was thinking why wouldn't the helicopter just fly lower so that Senior Chief would not die falling from height. But we all know that if the pilot did, Jake's with Senior Chief - in the sea. Either the rope breaks or the tides hit the helicopter. Actually I didn't want to cry, really. But I just couldn't help. It was a really nice show. Esp for me.

I quite like this kind of patriotic show or hero show maybe. I like H-65 "Dolphin" helicopter and Black Hawk instead of Boeing 747. Warship and 420 Icebreaker instead of Titanic. Air Force Airman and Ashton Kutcher instead of LeeHom.

"I will protect them. I will defend them. I will save them. I am their Shield. For them I am Semper Paratus. I live the Coast Guard Core Values. I am a Guardian."

I think I am patriotic you know. Real. I really love Malaysia. A place where I was born and grow up. A land where I can find my HOME. Although it is not always as PERFECT.

I really think that one day I will stand up and do something for my country. So Others May Live.

*and I am wondering if Diao watched this show too i think I knew the answer

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Did some fitness today. Only squating with butt only. Knee not exceed the toes. And...Deng Deng... WEINI MANAGE TO DO IT. Even Mandy cannot do. Can't believe man. Chelsea off course can la. Nama also Chelsea ma. Walao. You sure think why we so damn fei. And no exam meh? No la. Because we only got 1 paper today. Somemore 1 hour after recess. Very sien then start crazying around. This reminded me of Squash fitness training. Last time I used to play squash under academy. Very short while only la. Then my Coach Matthew would torture us on weekends. We would go to Pahang Gymnasium near SUKPA there. And do fitness. First, run 3 rounds without stopping around those radius more than like 1km buildings. My stamina was quite bad but now worse. Then my coach would keep yelling at me. "weini, go, go, go! Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out......." As if I was delivering a child or something. "Who last run 3 more rounds!" WTH. I sure last 1 la like that. Purposely torture me! Then we would do other extreme fitness. Like sit up with legs 90 degrees up in the air. Use force from abdomen. Shoulders must be straight. Then push up with one hand on a football sometimes or one leg in the air. Then side way push up with 1 leg lay flat on the other. Use strength only from 1 hand. The other on your lap. Then I always find my hand SHAKING. Wth. Then I would peep my coach to see whether his hand was shaking too. Indeed, his hand was. Hahahaha. Abit only la. Then we would do that butt squating stuff. The highlight part was when we jumped on the trampolin. Not that outdoor trampolin which all those young, playful, innocent children or maybe even YOU, the old and crazy jump on. It was those really OLYMPIC STANDARD de. Those with very elastic spring. Once you jump, can terus soar up in the sky 1. Actually it was because that gymnasium memang for those professional gymrama and gymnastic "athletes" to do their training with RUSSIAN coach bending their body parts HERE and THERE. We just went there to tumpang only since my coach worked part time there. We would jump on that super-springy trampolin with ONE LEG and need to switch leg somemore. Wth. Then I sure fall 1. Damn malu wey. After one done, then we will jump back down into those hills of soft padded cushions. The trampolin was quite high de ma. We need to climb up 1. Those cushions were cool. You just can't and you don't even want to get up from that place. Then childish people would start "swimming" in it. WTF. I WAS NOT one of them. It was fun. 想当年 man.

Anyway, my coach isn't in Kuantan anymore and I am not playing anymore. Then I switch to JAY CHOU. I just realised how nice are his new songs. Initially I didn't think so. But after Diao kept persuading and twisting my mind, I find the rhythm in him. YAY!! And I think his VAMPIRE look is COOL~~~

Human life is full of 想当年. But this is what makes our life beautiful and meaningful.

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EXAM strive. Life's hard at this moment. And weini is SLEEPY. WTH. And HUNGRY. Worse. I protest. This education system. Producing endless SLAVES of exam. Turning the generation into a machine. A machine to answer prepared questions. And I am ONE OF THEM. Tragic of life.

Should I fall I force myself to stand on my feet again

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5A sang super nice. Nicer than the original singer. Not I say 1 ok. Alot other say. Haha. So proud of us. But honestly that day performance is the best among all those practices we had. But I sang too loud. Sorry. I didn't mean to. I know I was supposed to be the softer harmonise. Haha. Alot teachers took photo of us la. I nearly smiled until jaw fracture. Haha. Tomorrow start mid-yr exam. I am still hear blogging. WTF. Don't know why weini just don't want to study. Hahaha. I think it is funny man.

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As exhausted as ever. Drop dead in a pile of unsolved problems. Perhaps I need some rest. Right in that same pile of problems. So that I can also spare some time during sleep. To help solve some of the problems using telepathy.

But I fear that I might end up with... All the problems flooding over me. Scarying me off to heaven. To have a forty winks. So that I can take some tranquil time. All of my own.

But I figured out that it is better to... sleep with eye mask on the desk holding an ever warm and affable hazelnut mocha KAO. So that I could just pop up during midnight to continue that troublesome problems.

But I wish to hang on the hammock with no more worries ahead or regrets haunting behind me.

or just laze around innocently. Knowing no right or wrong.

If those are not possible then I fear that I might be distressed. Getting alot of illnesses. And welcoming more problems to my hectic life.

The corridor ahead me wind and bend to a place that I do not know of. And I am afraid That I might fall.

However, my life has not come to an end. But soon, regret will halt and the rainbow shall shine brightly as the most beautiful frown. Let's continue to sail until I find the sweetest venue to stop by. A place where I call HOME.

And on that lovely day I shall live in that eternal sunshine looking at the triumph ahead and enjoying the path that I travelled.

And I shall rest with a satisfying smile sitting on that cushioned-chair in front of my medium-sized desk with all my happiness on the desk.

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For Malaysia. Malaysian Hero. OUR hero.

Yes. OUR Lee Chong Wei lost to THEIR Lin Dan. I watched the match this morning in YouTube because I was sleeping yesterday night. Some Malaysians were sporting and lovely enough to give C.W.Lee moral support eventhough he lost. I would the same for him. However, some irresponsible MALAYsians were holding CHINA flag, waving their flag gayly right in front of Chong Wei and Lin Dan. I guess that they do not have identity crisis and they clearly know that they are Malaysians. If they want to moral support foreign country players, go ahead, but not waving other country flag PROUDLY in front of OUR players. That is so not fair to them. Although Chong Wei presentation was not as good as Lin Dan, can he just keeps it low and not do something stupid in front of civilised Malaysians. You may want to keep your on-court arrogance in a LOCKED IRON BOX.

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This is weini. weini is very FIERCE. I can't control myself. Haha. Everytime I see my juniors I just can't stop shouting at them:( Not a good sign. Come on weini, be diao and be cool!!

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Today JAY looks so damn Diao in the paper. Oh. Diao Bao. But when you look at the height...Haih. DIAO!! You say diao or not diao. I just got some motivation from Diao. Feel damn energetic!!! Just feel like want to do all that I can. Ha. Diao le. Be diao, Be cool. Live diaoly, live coolly. Oh! Too cool. Anyway, I am having a conflict over what I want. I fell in love in an Armani frame. Maybe it doesn't look very nice when you first look at it but it was super nice on me, like it was specially made for me. I want it!!! But I need to pay for it right, so I am thinking. Gar. Begging my mum to sponsor me.

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Today, my mood is extremely bad. Having alot of interruptions and stuffs. Homework can't seem to be finishing instead they are piling up. Too bad. I just broke 1 of my 8GB pendrive. Great. How violent. The weather is sizzling hot and suiciding stuffy. My mum was trying her best to cool us down. But before we are cooled, she needs to cool the wall down first. That's why she was splashing water onto the wall and I thought it was pretty cool because she tied her short hair up like SAMURAI-X with that limited length of hair. Having problem with both my pendrive and dekstop right now. Frust. This is so not cool. However, a word of diao-ness from DIAO is the best medicine and strong steroid for me. You know why steroid. Because it is addicting. Haha.

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DIao, go listen to JS-Our Heart. Harmonization nice like anything

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Am I your secretary? Always have to remind you repeatedly where you put your stuffs. Funny. Lately, I have this problem. I just don't feel like doing anything. I just procrastinate everything that I'm supposed to do and the worse is that I haven't even started studying yet. And mid-year exam is like next week. And I am rushing to complete my Moral Folio now. Why now? Ya. Ask me why now. Great. I just feel like sleeping, eating, watching drama everyday and looking forward to go for National Competition although I don't really want to go back to PULAPOL. OMG!! I hope that police woman will not shout at me when I wear slipper instead of shoes. Because she actually doesn't do that when she sees guys. Hey!! That's is not fair!! And I did this very motivating slogan for myself. Here it goes. WEINI, DO NOT BE LAZY. BE DIAO, BECOOL. Ya. But I think I am still lazing around, doing nothing at all. Hahaha. And I am arranging a 5-day-intensive-practice for the new members next week since I haven't started anything with them yet. Funny isn't? And lately Diao is not motivating me much. Instead Diao needs a string pulled by me. Haha. Amazing. To pull Diao everywhere!! But Diao just not gonna let that happen. Do not have really pleasant days lately. Tired and yearn to have a rest but just can't.

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人生最可悲莫过于自觉可悲

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Jay Chou 烟花易冷 is so damn nice!!!! Even the title is already so damn artistic! Thanks to Vincent Fang. And our beloved Jay Chou! Oh, DIAO!! Must listen!! Nevermind. I download already. I give you. Very nice le. This album is very worth to 预购 la. Memang 品质保证!! Lol. cannot stop playing Jay Chou songs. Jay Fever again. Ay. I like this feeling. (looks familiar? Ask Diao) JAY FEVER vs H1N1 FEVER!!! Jay Fever sure win la come on.

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Be diao be cool. Jay Fever time is the time where you 屌 here 屌 there!!