Friday, October 30, 2009
沒 有 杰 倫 的 冬 天
Friday, October 23, 2009
"Our own forensic ex-pet,
said she only follow instructions from MACC and PDRM
when doing her investigations,
took samples only from spots given by MACC/PDRM,
and she was told not to investigate based on the ground of suicide and not on homicide…
Malaysai Boleh….!!!"
Adapted from a comment in Susan Loone's blog
Feel very ironic about Teoh Beng Hock's death after all.
Do not know what had happened and do not want to know
although I am interested and curious about it.
However, every time I am reminded about him
I feel a twitch in my stomach.
The unspoken feeling of a mixture of empathy and disgust.
What's more I saw his picture at the "suicide" spot
that his limbs and body are distorted and
his clothes are torn with numbering
on several parts of the spot.
I don't want to look at it but I was attracted.
It crossed over my mind that he was picked up
and thrown down when he was still alive
but unconscious
because the one who bitten him unconscious
thought that he had died.
Anyway, I do not like to further comment on this case.
I hope the next time I am attracted to the prime news
is a piece of news that has a jolt in my heart.
I hope that everything will go just very fine.
Good luck everybody.
Think before you act!
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Saturday, October 17, 2009
UN-ABILITY
Thursday, October 15, 2009
RESTLESS CEASELESS STRESSFUL
Now that Dr. Hew's daughter is married, i wonder when it is Erwin's turn. Lol. He quite old already le.
Just finished LDP with Lab Attendants and Hari Koko. Got Lencana penuh this year. Ok liao la i think. But my koko teacher and bc teacher nagged me for this. They are making sure that i will go into national level next year and give me lencana biru. It is not my fault actually this year. It is the goverment's fault. They didn't send me letter. Or i will be in Port Dickson enjoying FOC la. SABS also didn't get the letter. Sad case. Last year was at Kuantan, that's why i don't get to jalan-jalan FOC last year. Lol.
However, i plan not to join anything next year. Anything at all. I very scared liao. I super busy and stress and find the wrong place and moment to release stress not long ago. It is not that i want to be involved in anyhing. It is the function involve me always. So not fair. Why me?
Every time having small small function, i have to multi task, having alot things to do at once. What they think i am?
I am just an ordinary good student who want to finish her secondary life happily. See what i have become. A robot. Totally. Too many responsibilities. Too many sleepless nights. Too many thoughts. Too many dilemma. Too much patience. Too much stress. Too little time. Too little rest. Too little smile. Too little joy. Too little MYSELF!
I hope they can just let me go and let me live my life happily and freely.
Actually i don't have much tuition. Just 4. Saturday Sunday and Wednesday totally free. No house chores to do. Indeed i don't do. But too many brain-cracking activities that break me down.
HELP ME!!!
Don't come to my aid. I just need a little bit of time. Stress give me STRENGTH to carry on.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Sameah Again
Thursday, October 1, 2009
SAMEAH The HIAO
Ni and Pen:" ok ok.