Wednesday, February 25, 2009

THE MEMORY SHALL LAST, THE MEMORY SHALL PASS

Quote 贾斯乐:“是我一直留在从前,不愿意长大;是我一直活在过去。。。。。。” I flash back this 16 years and 1 month i lived. There was really alot of thing happening around. Happy and unhappy. But i thought most of it are unhappy and awful. I just don't know why my life was always stress and difficult. Everybody expect me to do things perfectly but i just could not treat myself like a robot. I was having a really bad day back in primary school i thought. Having alot of conflicts with friends and teachers and family. Just could not stand it.I had become the more mature one among those small kids because there was far too much things that a little girl needed to survive. But i have made it through, just fine. Gratitude. It became better when i went to my secondary level in my present school. Things went on fine and i have become more carefree and more victories gained. I was satisfied with it although busy and difficult and off course stressful.I got more assurance from teachers and friends. I am not so gloomy after all.I do appreciate everything i did and everything my friends, teachers and family did for me. It is all for my good. But i think ages and ages after today, when i am on the hilltop looking upon the path i took to reach the peak, i shall be proud. I shall go to visit those place that permanent steps leave on and on. My primary school, my secondary school, St John and what made me who i am today. I shall be proud, u shall be proud. I shall not forget the days that we have gone through together, jun, jiawen, munqwan, melissa, andy, melvin, allan and teng. And JIEYIN off course. My classmate that i have been sitting with her at the same place, under the fan, she on the right, me left for 3 years, equal to 3x365days. I shall not forget that. And ya 1 friend that really influence me. I shall not disclose. I shall not forget everything we have gone through, hard and happy days which brags me until today that i will not want to move forward. I missed that really much. And another friend, which make me understand alot of things. A Selangor VIP. Made me understand so much that simple words are not the calefe all the time. It shall be a hard push, especially to me. I really appreciate that and you are always my VIP off course. And u PIKACHU, always shocks me. Shock u back! And my beloved teacher, ms low. Be with me when i was in my lowest. And alot of whoever who walk me along this days. My team this year, xian,ting,es and off course MUNQWAN, work hard, i always hope that. And the best trainer, LIM LIANG SIANg and not to forget eway too. Thank you for everything you taught me. I learnt alot from you all. And ya lum man houw, i will not be that cool next time. Promise. Thanks to everyone in my life. Please support for the rest of the day!! I love everybody. I shall forgive and forget.

1 comment:

  1. what happen to u?? It is so weird that suddenly write those thing. Seems like something will happen to you soon... =.=|||

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