I walked there with my mask on.
With sweat all around my mouth and nose.
I walked all the way there.
I wanted to see her.
I really wanted to see her.
However, I was too late.
I should have be earlier about 10 minutes.
I should have walk faster.
I should have go the 1st badge.
I was indeed late for my last memory of her.
I was......undescribable feeling.
I was to late to even say Goodbye to her.
Before she went back to Pekan.
Before i could frame her face in my mind.
I was late.
To forgive myself.
I was late.
To love her again.
Bon Voyage.
My Dear Art Teacher.
I shall struggle and struggle.
Sketch and draw.
Carve and cut.
Your look in me.
However long it may take me to do that.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
IN REMEMBRANCE OF DATIN NOR
Something shocking happens.
My former art teacher passed away.
She teaches me BM and ART.
But i prefer to call her as my art teacher
DATIN NORHARIZAN.
When Jun told me this, i did not want to believe.
Shock right, how can a person who is not even in my school anymore
know inner info from my school. It simply means that she is 8.
I once disliked her, very
of her LV on her elbow
her sewarna kain everyday
her spectacle with her pushing spectacle action
her XX carat diamond ring on her fingerS
and her branded shoes everyday
CLARKS, LOUIS VUITTON, YSL, BONIA, ANNA SUI
are familiar on her body.
She always says that some of the teacher wear uglily
without following the principle of art.
She criticises her friend's house with green, yellow and red walls around
and with a gold Volvo that she never see her friend drive before.
She said she saw a woman with alooooot of banglers
and wears weird clothes on the street.
She said she cannot get her eyes off her.
She always says that palm oil is the best.
Sunflower oil is just a commercial brand.
She always ask us to use coconut oil
and show us that her hand is very smooth with coconut oil.
When the nazir group came
she brought everything branded for us to do a nice show
as if those branded goods were ours
because our title that day was "Logo"
and we ended up the Nazir people praised us like hell.
She was very happy.
She also forced us to change the "interior design" of our class.
She said the arrangement can let more air comes in.
We dislike the arrangement but she said she is the Ketua 3K.
She asked us to pour water as high as possible
to let more oxygen goes into the water.
She said we must write "O" perfectly
and "j" with a dot on it.
She said we must paste the papers after the margin.
In line with it, then fold the extra in, we can't cut it.
I still remember when Jun, Jie Yin, Penny and I were having Poem Recital Comp
Penny imitated her and we did recorded it down.
However, it will be only a memory now.
i still remember that grey is her favourite
I really feel guilty now for disliking her last time
realising that i have learnt alot from her.
She is no doubt a super good art teacher.
And i thank her for my Art performance now.
I don't know since when i started to dislike her but i know i was wrong.
Human only learn a lesson when it is too late.
It same happens to me.
She used to say that her former students always thank her
and i really thought it is bullshit
but now i would sincerely like to express
my final gratitude to her although it is too late.
Perhaps this is turning point
when i learnt my lesson
to appreciate people around
no matter how good or bad we think they are.
R.I.P
Once a legend of SMKTA
Beloved
DATIN NORHARIZAN
love forever
Sunday, August 9, 2009
I saw Ann Wong and Her Friend
Today i saw Ann Wong and her friend at a restaurant near my house.
So i went to say hi to her.
This is our conversation
Ann: That day ar, my......(talking to the the friend)
Me : Hi, teacher!!
Ann: Hi! (very classy one, then continue...) That day ar, my......
Ann: (Look at me again) Makan?
Me : Yup
Ann: (Again) That day ar, my.......
She finally manage to continue her story to her friend.
Sorry for interrupting!?
Saturday, August 8, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Brince PULL my hair
Today my mum want to go for a hair trim
so i just go along for fun
Since i am very sien with my present hairstyle
so i just got a cut too.
Brince-the hair stylist, he has the same hairstyle like mine, flat n at the back.
But he dyed his fringe grey last time.
Today is brownish-grey. It looks better because it is more natural.
Anyway, he cut 1 part of his off. He had semi long hair like mine at both side last time. Maybe he cut it because he thinks he looks like a beautiful girl-me. So he cut one side to look more man abit.
And he has THREE pairs Jordan same model shoes but with different colour-green, red and white.
He sometimes wear both colours together.
He is holding my hair firm today.
And i keep looking at my watch. 6.30...7.30...7.45...
Yay, he finally done with my hair.
You know what he did to my hair.
He was pulling my hair since 6.30pm. I was still ok at that time.
And then he keep spraying water, blow them dry, cut, spray water, blow dry, cut........
Repeating and repeating again.
I was very Impatient already.
Then he kept pulling my hair to the back.
He pulled it very hard. True enough. My head was bent to the back until my neck was pain.
He combed my hair very hard too until my skin is pain.
He blowed my hair until my head feel like burning.
I really wanted to scold him already.
He kept mumbling that i must blow my hair always.
Don't make hairline......
And i am frustrated!!!
I looked at my watch 3 times signalling him that he had been pulling my hair for such a long hour.
I think he got it and he finally got it done.
Anyway, it turns out to be very nice.
But i don't know how to go school lo.
First, it is quite punk.
Second, there is big big N at the back.
And I am a prefects in Information Bureau-deals with discipilinary cases files
After my mum paid him and we wanted to leave
he still pull my hair and said:" You ar, remember, must blow your hair ar. If you want your hairstyle to be nice, don't make hairline." I kept nodding my head while I am running for my DINNER.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
THE SUPER GENEROUS GIGANTIC MOUTH THIEF
I have been hating Angelina Jolie for so long
and finally she gave a boost recently.
I hate her much much more now.
I hate her with her stupid sexy sausage gigantic mouth
which Brad Pitt cannot cover it all. Lol
I hate her having her 'family' of all nation
wearing a mask called generous Jolie.
I hate her with Brad Pitt
having children without a registered daddy.
I hate her critisizing Megan Fox
who is much much more prettier, hotter, sexier than her
although Megan is a tranny.
I hate her being proud of herself
having named in Oscar's Award.
I hate her boasting about herself
a committee in some blah nation society.
I hate her asking who is the one who adopt children from all over the world
like she is the only one on Earth adopting children.
OMG, rupa-rupanya nowadays still got people so aiii one.
And one of them is ANGELINA JOLIE.
She should go somewhere where people don't recognise her
with her BARANG RAMPASAN-Brad Pitt.
You know why?
It is because i feel she so lowly when i see this super generous gigantic mouth woman thief with America future football team all of different skin colours. How COOL is this mummy without dad. Lol.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
When I was Wu liao
When I was very wuliao when i was sitting for the lsat paper for july test which is PJK, i did this
Normally i will like to sketch guy figure with feminine eyes and lady figure with masculine feature. As a whole, i like to draw things gay gay one.
But this one is better bacause he is straight.
No doubt, this is a bad one too. Obviously it is done in a short time. With no shading, toning and ashing at all at the figure, it is sucks. Balance is worse with dis-coordination of human body size and position with lack of naturality. A simply expressionless art with no passion.
How can i critisize myself like that. Haha.
Nevermind, if failure is here, will victory still be faraway?
Recently, i am thinking of registering a facebook account although i am quite lazy to 'play'.
However, i want it because i want to see someone's darling in it that she said he looks like Cheng Kar Weng. These are some responses from friends of this 'Cheng Kar Weng'
Weini: She said look like Cheng Kar Weng o
Jun : Ugly la...
Ying : Not bad handsome eh...
Weini: ?!
Normally i will like to sketch guy figure with feminine eyes and lady figure with masculine feature. As a whole, i like to draw things gay gay one.
But this one is better bacause he is straight.
No doubt, this is a bad one too. Obviously it is done in a short time. With no shading, toning and ashing at all at the figure, it is sucks. Balance is worse with dis-coordination of human body size and position with lack of naturality. A simply expressionless art with no passion.
How can i critisize myself like that. Haha.
Nevermind, if failure is here, will victory still be faraway?
Recently, i am thinking of registering a facebook account although i am quite lazy to 'play'.
However, i want it because i want to see someone's darling in it that she said he looks like Cheng Kar Weng. These are some responses from friends of this 'Cheng Kar Weng'
Weini: She said look like Cheng Kar Weng o
Jun : Ugly la...
Ying : Not bad handsome eh...
Weini: ?!
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Dilemma
Recently my lover is facing some problem.
It is very upset
I don't know what to say
I can just act normal like usual
Don't dare to ask what happen
Continue singing songs over songs together
Although will cry emotionally when we sang Faye Wong I Do and Jacky Cheung Kiss Goodbye
And then i will act super normal again
Speechless la
Haih
Hope no more crying on our next Faye Wong and Jacky Cheung la
Sunday, July 19, 2009
"TENG FATT"
Recently Miss Cat is very addicted to TENG FATT
as in the name not the person
so dear TENG FATT, don't be so aii la ha.
Coincidently, the flag day tin she holding was SMKTA 8
in cantonese FATT
so she was excited that we collected alooooooot of money
until nothing can be put in anymore
you cannot even hear the coin dropping sound when you invert it
i need to hide a ruler in my pocket in order to help those who are kind to donate to tuck the money in since it was too full
and off course Miss Cat was laughing like hell of joy
Then jun asked me to watch Teng Fatt and Jun 's performance at ECM
so I asked Miss Cat to go along
and she was like YOU AND YOUR TENG FATT like usual
--YOU AND YOUR XXX--............
Since then she always use TENG FATT to express everything
as in TENG FATT is a adjectives
she will usually feel excited and burst out saying 'TENG FATT!!!
and she really want to see who is this Teng Fatt guy. Lol
'TENG FATT'
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