Tuesday, March 2, 2010

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Until now, I can just say that I am super busy. I think I am like a superwoman. Need to divide myself into a hundred pieces to multitask. I feel quite bored for this kind of life. But somehow, I try to imagine that I am like Jay, busy but contented. This makes me feel better and be more energetic to complete my tasks. I don't understand why the school is giving us, the innocent prefects more and more ineffective programme. It is wasting our time as well as the administrators' time. I only have a pair of hands and a knuckle-small brain. I cannot do more than...say 3 things at a time. I only have a brain divided into 2 parts, 1 for logical thinking, another for creativity. If I were using both parts of my brain at once, I believe that I might mess things up as 1 part of my brain doesn't work logically. Similar to my hands, the right hand writes beautiful, artistic pieces while the left, produces deformed, crooked writing. And what's more, I do not really like the others to question me when I ask them for help, mainly it is supposed to be their job, I am just reminding and dividing the jobs. So, I often end up doing the things on my own because I would not want to answer their questions. Furthermore, I would not care if you were my best friend or not, when it comes to work, I treat everybody the same. I would not care if the teachers were fond of me and I would not try to make them happy. I do not like to pretend that I like all my friends and I will not hesitate to warn them if they did wrong as long as I am their leader. I do not like to listen to gossips, whether about other people or me. I do not like people to go against the rules that I set as long as I am their leader. I do not like people to not take what I said seriously. I do not like people to bribe me or make me happy because I already knew what I should know. I do not like people to bls around me and I esp hate them shouting my name from far as if the coverage is not clear. I do not like people to get hurt a bit and make believe that they get hurt really badly and make me worry and loss confident as a first-aider. I do not like people to strut and fret about your pride that does not fruit from your hard work although life is a drama. You do not need to be over-dramatic. I do not like people to question my ability. I would not let others to cut my line neither to be better than me. I am confused. I am not sure how to become a good leader. I am not sure how to become successful. I am not sure if you are sincere. I am not sure how to be happy. I am not sure what to select. I am not sure how to get up from the falls. I am not sure where is the junction ahead. That is why I am throwing all my worries away for this moment to talk to myself. I need strength to pull through. Goodnight, Jay, my love. You will always be my shoulder to lean against.

Friday, February 26, 2010

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DON'T YOU THINK WILBER PAN LOOKS VERY CUTE IN THAT BLACK PLASTIC FRAMED SPEC? FROM THIS TO THIS

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

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Because of Pandamen, I give up studying for FEB test tomorrow!! Jay Chou, Jay Chou, you are the poison IVY!!! Goodnight, my love!!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

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李永业today好pessi.............老样子。吾爱

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

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帮助别人,让我们感到快乐,一种最单纯的快乐 但如今我夹杂于快乐与不快乐之间,感觉好灰,灰的看不见前方,但仍能继续走下去。只是天刚破晓的时候,惊觉自己以不知所终,让人冷不防摔了一跤,想爬起,但有心无力。 翌日的朝阳,不知是否会继续为我升起,继续引导我走向那未知的远方。 今天的我,好疲惫,好疲惫。。。

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

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李永业说:
“我忆起昨夜的心情,当时的自己是兴奋的,迫不及待地书写一页有一页的心情。 我在一阵呼啸的海浪声中听到我的心声,风在指引我走向心的方向。但那新的目标在翌日太阳升起后,我又得小心翼翼地把自己收藏起来。。。。。。 ”
人总喜欢把自己的影子隐藏得不见踪影,让心被围剿的机会归零。但心中泛起的无数涟漪,永远只能在黑漆漆的夜里,悄悄露出水面,待鱼儿睡着的时候独自哼唱着那首熟悉的--安静。 从来都没有人知道自己心中的黑色幽默,只希望待晴天的时候,给你暗号,让你听得到。

Saturday, February 6, 2010

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I was so gam dong that Diao willingly lend me 'its' collection of Jay Chou's pictures-n-news cut and paste. I really felt like crying when she gave me Jay's super shuai-dao-bao and 'Secret' poster. Jay Chou is so damn diao!! 屌喔!! The collection brought back my memories of Jay piece by piece.

"Some songs he sang at the concert also brought back some memories. During my student days, it was Jay Chou's songs that took me through many uni assignments, many friendships and heartbreaks.

It was surreal yet at the same time nostalgic for me to witness this same person performing live in the flesh right in front of me. It was like somehow he played a part of my life." Kenny Sia said.

Such apt and touching descriptions of Kenny Sia. When I was in primary school, Jay Chou's songs indeed accompany me through my good and bad times. Until now, I still wait with anticipation for the release of his new albums.

It was quite a miracle that I fell so deeply in love with this 'not quite good looking' guy. However, I thought he looks very cool now with his original essence of life. Unlike artiste like LeeHom, Jay Chou does not give in to the western style that is leading. He originally, significantly and instead stubbornly produce songs with strong Eastern identity combine with Vincent Fang's cheem lyrics. Indeed, Jay is leading the Asian into a new era of genuinely-eastern style.

He is really a true Asian Chinese that I regard highly. With his geniuses in both music and values, he wins many's admiration. He will continue to flourish as long as his songs last.

I was being so serious.

Off course. To Jay Chou.

If my language could be better, I would like to describe more as for now, I couldn't even begin to describe more about his talent.

I guess a picture explains it all. However, this is not all he can do.

His shadow would be in life for he plays an important role in my life.Italic

LONG LIVE

JAY CHOU

MY LOVE

Friday, February 5, 2010

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Jay's Grand Piano is not very nice!! I missed Pandaman today!! Sobx...

Thursday, February 4, 2010

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Okla. Pandamen not so bad. At least I laughed like hell. But still it is very fei la. I think yu hao quite cute la. Hahaha. But seriously I don't really like Dan Tou. But if Jay's intention is to let the children to have another hero to admire, I don't think his ambition can be achieved. As a matter of fact, these Panda Heroes too stupid already la. Sry, Jay, not purposely dela. Anyway, just watched TRUE HERO trailer, why Jay's face not inside 1?? Not fair!!! Not fair!!!
Already half dead. Very busy. But at least slowly catching up with copying homework. Mwahahahahahah.
If I fall, will you offer me a hand? If you would, please give me your hand now and I will hold on to you walking down this dark alleys strongly.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

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Today I just watched PANDAMEN. Honestly, quite bak chi lo. The one should be handsome not handsome at all, the one should be pretty like hell not so pretty. But I know Jay like this type of girl 1. Haha. Then, whole drama is memang act shuai 1 la. Damn him. Sry, Jay, I don't mean that. And why la, Jay need to wear his sweat hat, and Mr. Shuai need to do his zhao pai movement, and Dan Tou, the Panda "Xia" need to make his hair so outstanding that everyone will recognise him as panda hero by just looking at his stupid hair!! And the computer skill sometimes is very over. As if they are really supernatural or something. And that Jerry, thanks to my husband, Jay, also act shuai in that show!! =_= Until now, Pandamen belum keluar. Baju saja yang siap. Anyway, I can stand in Jay's view and consider this show. I think his intention is good that he is trying to portray a Chinese hero in youngsters' heart, not only the westerners, Superman, Spiderman, Batman, Spiderman, Batman, Superman, Batman, Superman, Spiderman.....every day. Damn bias la like that. Give face to my husband la. I will moral support my Jay, but I am really too busy to follow the show. But I will still try my best!!!! JAY, I LOVE YOU!!!! as always...
I wish the one who used to support me and give me hands will still be by my side giving me strength and picking me up from this hard fall.