REGRETS

Chinese New Year holidays almost ended and i still have a pile of homeworkS untouched. Headache!!!!! What to do now? I am having account tuition this morning. Luckily i finished my account homework late at night yesterday. I miss those days life. Without lots of tuitions and homeworks. Yesterday i was having lunch with jun and andy they all at Old Forest and i remembered last year when we were having trainings at ap, we used to go for lunch together at that area after training almost everyday. And Teng's house, that table i remember well. That table that we ate the fruit cake from Gemini Jun's parents bought as to give Teng's parents but ended up we finished it as to celebrate Mun Qwan's birthday. It was more joyful and relax at that time. Miss that moment very very much. Really. Especially now when we loss one good teammate. I wondered if we will ever be able to be or remain that way. But too bad, i clearly knew it in my heart that it is highly impossible. When we loss one good teammate and 2 soon if you understand me, it is awful when it is time to part just to leave behind memory either bitter or sweet. Together we also leave regrets behind for what we did and did not. And ya. I met a long lost friend and started to realise that actually time really passing very fast without acknowledging us. Everything changes. He changes. And left me surprised wishing i could just halt the time. So much it changes before i could make any changes. Everything is passing by. Time, memory, friends, relationship in different time and many many more...... But i still on the similar pace, trying to catch all those things and grab them within my fingers. Very funny isn't it. As the days pass, i grow older and live with more regrets.......... When will time rest, when will i chase...