上锁的玻璃窗

2011-06-13T18:55:00.000+08:00

不要伤害我

2011-05-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

Dream

2011-05-10T18:05:00.000+08:00

有些人很关心我，但是我觉得他很烦。
有些人对我很好，但是他却忽冷忽热。

有时候很绝望，很想放弃，但是又不能面对眼前的现实，所以一直在做梦。
一直在逃避，可是发现无路可逃。
这时候，感觉很糟。

唯一可以做的就是继续祷告。

我希望这场梦回成真。

不要爱上我

2011-05-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

邂逅

2011-05-05T03:29:00.000+08:00

在错的时空遇上对的人
虽然仰望同一片天空
我却看不到星星

乱

2011-05-03T22:28:00.001+08:00

再好的东西，都有失去的一天。再深的记忆，也有淡忘的一天。再爱的人，也有远走的一天。再美的梦，也有苏醒的一天。该放弃的决不挽留。——莎士比亚

Keeping My Angel Close

2011-03-01T01:35:00.000+08:00

Chris Medina - What Are Words

Anywhere you are, I am near

Anywhere you go, I’ll be there

Anytime you whisper my name, you’ll see

How every single promise I keep

Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words

If you really don’t mean them

When you say them

What are words

If they’re only for good times

Then they don’t

When it’s love

Yeah, you say them out loud

Those words, They never go away

They live on, even when we’re gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me

And I know I’m meant to be where I am

And I’m gonna be

Standing right beside her tonight

And I’m gonna be by your side

I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words

If you really don’t mean them

I’m forever keeping my angel close

彻底瓦解。深夜无人过问。

1307

2011-02-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

wow. I am not in very good condition.

I might fall ill anytime from now.

Sad.

Please don't.

I hate this kind of feeling.

I am gushing as much water as possible down my throat.

Bad luck struck. Sometimes. Just sometimes.

I was flipping through Amway Feb mag and found that a few pages had fortunately sticked together.

Fortunate enough that they were the pages I would like to skip. Haha.

Anyway, nothing much special that interest me.

Woooh. Time to dress up and get to work.

Hahhahah.

Nah.

Being attractive at work (at most of the time indeed) is a charity.

Make yourself lively as well as others. Haha. Isn't that good?!!

I say it is. Indeed. Great.

Great Day Ahead!!!

光辉岁月

2011-02-22T01:49:00.000+08:00

有的时候，有些人与事都已变迁，都已失去当初美好的意义。

这个时候，除了放手，应该没有其他更好的选择。

但是，也正因为松开的手，退后的步伐，能够朝另一个更美丽的方向迈开脚步。

只有真正体会过过的人才能理解。

我真的没有哭流下的不是泪那只是用心过受重伤的汗水
我真的没有哭你就狠心走吧就别再对我好又借给我眼泪

“重伤的汗水” - 周杰伦

有太多不在乎的事，让自己自由自在。

每天都可以听到秋兴唱歌，这就是一种幸福。

不需要有史努比的夜晚，我有小白，虽然我不太爱理睬它。

美丽的旋律总是环绕着梦，让第一个晨曦发光发亮。

当地球正在转动，我逆向行驶，让它不停回到原点。

Roger 说：如果自己相信自己辦得到的話...對於接踵而至的挑戰與挫折都必須勇敢去面對了！少了家人的祝福有時會更覺得孤單！但逐夢成長的路本來就是得靠自己！我常說“賭氣”跟“爭氣”是大不同的！切記逐夢的過程也不要把自己搞得遍體鱗傷...知所進退也是人生一大學問啊！！

看不清楚前方的时候，就掀开窗帘。

沿着最光亮的速光就能穿越很多美好光年。

Roger 又说：懂得藏拙，才能发亮。

当宇宙陷入一片黑暗，唯有自己的光耀能照亮夜的黑。

努力充实自己，提升智慧，不盲目地、制式地完成生活，才是品味人生。

Today, well lived,

make tomorrow

A Vision of Hope

不一样的月光

2011-02-20T01:40:00.000+08:00

深夜的 K 好 high。

好久没那样洒脱。

哈哈。

不一样的晚上。

最近开博了。

不是说有很多朋友。

其实都没朋友使用微博。

更想是偷窥吧！哈哈！

在志琳的微博看见两个我满赞同的星座星语。

最专一的星座：魔竭座榜上有名哦！虽然是第五名啦。

然后是星座忘情的时间：魔竭座是三个月呢！我觉得还不需要呢！哈哈。

最近也有看那个张惠妹代班主持第五季超级星光大道。

本来就很喜欢她嘛，看了她主持更喜欢了耶！！

看她亲切对待每个人好窝心，好感动哦！！

我都偷偷拭泪！！

她人好好噢！

最近的生活好像没那么闷了。

都有找事情做。虽然大多时间在微博偷窥啦。

觉得他变回以前的他耶。蛮开心的！！

但是另一个他呢却很冷哦，难搞的！

明天要见到两个大不同的他和他，我又得择言。

做人难欸。

展望美好的明天！！

送自己一首歌，好听，真诚，帅，吾爱！！

（发觉自己说话有越来越像高山族）。。。无语

OPERA-tion

2011-02-16T00:41:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow I am going to accompany and help a person who is dear to me for her admission and operation.

She gave me hope when I can't see any.

So I shouldn't be saying no when she needs my help.

I think she is nervous somehow but I do not know how to relief her emotion.

I am not very good in those.

I wanted to give words of encouragement to her very much but I remained silent.

Because I fear that it might not help at all.

So what I gonna do is I gonna be by her side tomorrow and hopefully on the day of operation itself.

I know it is gonna be all fine for me but I simply cannot say that it will be all fine for her.

Although the operation does not have much risk, but I do know the feeling of anxiety when one lies on the operation table, waiting to be operated.

Yea, that kind of don't-cut-me feeling.

So goodluck!! I am here with you!!

过客

2011-02-14T03:11:00.000+08:00

我想此时我已经可以完全放下，永远跟那段时间 say goodbye.

需要太大的勇气与牺牲。

所以，我会想说跟我一样的那一些人，我要给他们奉劝。

在一切还没太晚的时候。

要立即抽离，保护自己，稳定情绪。

虽然有时还是有一些小感伤，因为当初坠得太深。

我说啊，这才是多愁善感的艺人。

现在会觉得说要比较勇敢一点，要忠于自己的想法。

想要得，想做的，就踏出去。

就算脚很短，步伐很小。

应该没有人能够改变或阻挡前路，因为我觉得我很多时候是很倔强的。

倔强是因为说我必须一个人独自走向未来，不管有没有未来。

路的两旁除了会有树遮荫，也有好多旁观的人，嘲讽的人，鼓励的人。

决定了的就不必承诺。

不想听到的就不必去听。

不想见到的就不需要看到。

管她满口道理还是整口荒塘。

大多数都是谎言吧。

我想送她一面镜子。

管她抬举自己的专业。

管他人敬爱她的虚伪。

我不需要说得太多。

因为他人都瞎了，好惨。

更何况没有把她放在心上的必要。

没有在心上的，不能喜欢她，更不能讨厌她。

因为心里根本容不下她。

就好像默不出声并不代表原谅。　

有些人爱说话，爱说道理。

但是我从来没有喜欢听。

我没有给她反应的必要，因为我准备好她说完的下一秒，就会统统忘掉。

就算我孤独，就算我寂寞，我不需要她。

我的生命我来决定谁能走进来，不轮到你侵入。

好了，既然是从来不是不重要，更不是重要的人，又何必为这生命中的过客说太多。

只是我心又不甘。

下一个过客，请领号码排队，谢谢！！

昨天的昨天的昨天

2011-02-12T00:39:00.013+08:00

听动力火车的歌，感触很深。

总觉得是两把好声音，可是又有谁能与时代巨轮逆向行驶？

需要改变吧。

不只是音乐和歌路，连很棒的唱腔和造型都得改变。

世界越走在尖端，味道就在那急促的脚步中慢慢消失。

就好像四川麻辣面来到大马要减少辛辣的味道，迎合当地人的口味。

纯粹的摇滚梦要加上很多崇洋的元素，rap 啦，heavy metal 啦，western style 唱腔。

这样多元化的音乐才会有市场，才会进入十大唱片 billboard。

就连我深爱多年的亚洲小天王，周杰伦，在新歌里也要有 oh yeah, baby。

从前的杰伦完全非常坚持华人音乐的理念，歌词里完全没有一句外来语。

现在连小天王也得向跑得快得像子弹列车的世界妥协，做出改变。

在动力火车的 “我不知道” 里就有一句很应景的词：破碎的梦我想要一刹那也好 。　
很纯粹，也很天真。

在他们的歌声里，总是有很多莫名的感动。

感动归感动，还是要活在现实。

听他们的歌，除了惋惜还是惋惜。

电话没有响起，我还是可以过得很好。

我的生活不一定要很充实，只要很真实。

回到最原始的那种感觉还是最好的。

没有得过且过的奢求，只有真诚地希望能得到肯定与共鸣。

不需要有人陪的生活，一个人看电影也是一种享受。

一个人听情歌也会很感动。

张惠妹唱情歌厉害的地方莫过于她那恰到好处的演绎方式，让泪水在眼眶打转，却没有掉出
来。

明天的明天的明天，时间一样转动，拜祭昨天的昨天的昨天，将她埋葬于黄土。

敬她一杯，向前迈开步伐。

动力火车 - 我不知道

我不问回头的路如果流浪是爱你唯一的路
我不问爱你的苦如果放逐爱你该受的苦
就算我不服我也不能做主
这段情早就是你一人呼风唤雾
既然已注定输我不如不清楚

一翻身都是浪潮思念淹得我呼吸都要求饶
连回忆都像孤舟飘摇一想你心啊就要触礁
其实你给我的爱是个手铐
让我这心被掏空的人有个囚牢
再也不要谁来解套情愿为你受尽煎熬

我不哭我不笑我不好也不逃
爱无救药我都不知道
我醉了我还要梦碎了醒不了
你还欠我一个拥抱

就算天
要我哭要我笑要我疯要我逃
逃到哪里我也不知道
心没了落幕了风冰了你走了

破碎的梦我还想要一刹那也好

雨打在我的脸上泪水忍不住也逃出眼眶
往事一一呐喊是你要我陪你直到天荒
你怎能全忘将我葬在别人身上

埋葬昨天前天

2011-02-11T16:53:00.000+08:00

有的时候，当到了该放手的时候，往往不容许说我们去紧紧纠缠。

当看清了骗局，却还会质疑。

手放开了以后，心还在那里兜圈子。

明知道是错的，没有改变的余地，还天真想会发生奇迹。

晴天过后的雨天，每次让人措手不及。

晾晒的衣服被雨淋湿，来不及收回来。

当衣服干了，还有一阵阵雨水的味道。

笑自己的无知烂漫，像彩虹调侃微笑。

要我哭，要我笑，要我疯，要我逃，逃到哪里我也不知道。

破碎的梦我还想要，一刹那也好。

最痛的，不是放手，而是不得不放手。

Re-surrection

2011-01-31T05:30:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I need some time to think. A moment to get inside my emotion in order to face the problem and find a solution. A common name for this moment is the "emo- time". Everyone has that emo moment, but we handle it in different way. Everyone sees things in their own point of view. All of us have our own maze of life to go through.

During the emo season, our lives tend to come up with all kinds of troubles and misfortunes. Like the cables of your desktop at home all tangled up. All you try to do is untangle them but find it too impossible then wish to cut them apart but decided to just leave it because cutting them apart is simply out of mind. As you leave the cables entangled, the condition becomes worse and worse. Finally, you will not be able to untangle it anymore except cutting them apart.

This is life. Our lives do get entangled sometimes. Most of the time I will say. Before I want it cut, I will always put my head in and try to untangle all the problems in life. However, sometimes when I am too in it, I tend to act a little bit extreme. In other word, too negative in thinking. I will think that the whole world is hopeless and I am nobody here. Like coming to this world is a total mistake. Like tsunami will strike anytime and that's it. Goodbye.

As a matter of fact, emo strikes countless times but I had never experienced tsunami and the world is still standing. KLCC is still in sight everytime I reach KL. In fact, tsunami will never strike Malaysia, specifically, Kuantan - The Salted Fish Town.

If it happens, all the salted fish are gone. No more mui heong ham yu for my aunt from Singapore neither do ham yu chao fan ever exist for me to order nor ham yu tauhu from Hak Yi Gai.What's worst is no more Malaysia movie scene at Beserah kampung featuring the hamyu there so no one will visit Beserah kampung just because it came out in the movie.

When I try to think this way, positively, sometimes I still feel very bad. Like why must I always be the one who is considering and not others. But I never to give up to think positively although it doesn't serve me well most of the time. Like you never gonna give up eating KFC just because the hybrid the chickens. When I keep thinking like that, I realised something. One can always easily pick things up, but when it is time to let go, one grasp things tighter than before. Just like you never let go of the string in tug-of-war until your opponents pull you over.

However, if you don't want to get hurt, you need to learn to let go when you know that you are about to be pulled over. Nobody is going nurse your wound when you fell down and injured except for yourself.

There are things in life that you need to face all on your own. Your family and friends might be very concern about you but they simply cannot help you. They can just give you strength to go on. Spare you shoulders when you cry, lend you ears when you need to talk.

In the end, it is us that determine when there is sunshine. I already found my sunshine.

等待...

2011-01-28T03:02:00.002+08:00

雨又开始下，这个夜晚还有我在等待曙光的来临。

真正痛的感觉，一次就已经很足够。

成功闯进上锁的内心世界，劫走一切情感。

人类的心是个无底洞。

当你往下掉的时候，往往不知道何时才会跌到谷底，但是心已经在谷底隐隐作痛。

当你跌得头破血流，没有人愿意同情你。

同情你的人往往是带着面具来到你眼前，伸出一双手。

面具四面楚歌包围你，让你无处可躲。

你开始四处逃亡，但是找不到出口。

呐喊——隔音室外没人听见。

困兽之斗在心中展开，撕开乌云密布的蓝天，地狱在脚下裂开。

有谁会来救你？

有谁来结束这一切？

谷底到了吗?

等不到黎明的到来, 就让地心引力从高处吸引你, 让一切往上漂.

Broken

2011-01-28T02:04:00.003+08:00

Sometimes it is weird. Like nobody ever expects me to be in art field, and I am in it. Partially.
Most people thought that I must be in certain kind of field. They tag me, lable me, categorise me.
Maybe I look good in those, but I have my own opinions sometimes.
It might gives you a little bit shock but it is just opinions.
Sometimes I feel like if I speak out, others will think that I am being rude or even mad. As if I don't look too good if I make the decision in my way.
I have big wild dreams. But I dare not tell you sometimes. Because you are being skeptical.
Maybe it is not as lucrative as professions like doctor, lawyer, engineer or whatever. But so what? It is something that I will and I want to give my passion to.
There was a person in my life who knew my dream and she said I have real wild dream and I should just soar high to reach it.
Why hesitate? Because you are not giving me my wings. I cannot fly without wings although I wish to.
There is no point making myself look pathetic. The path in front I need talk alone. All by myself.
Why do I let others hurt me again and again? Nobody would care. It is just a mask. A perfect one.

And if I bleed, I'll bleed,
Knowing you don't care.
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there,

Isn't something missing?

RE-blogging

2011-01-26T03:37:00.000+08:00

I was reading friends' blog and I realised something suddenly.

I haven't been in touch with them for a while.

Well, I did see them, yc with them, talk to them but I realised I actually didn't know what was inside their hearts.

This is sadistic.

It feels like we were just friends generally but not friends literally.

Blogging actually brings back alot of fond memories.

A few years ago, FB was not established and blogs are the on top of the internet list.

Almost everyone has their own space to write and share about whatever they want.

Their life, their feeling, their experiences, their stories and etc.

Blog used to be a place to spill emotions but since FB was established, blogs die out one by one.

I have to say that I feel safer blogging than posting notes onto FB.

Writing in such open space is like nude.

Like anyone can invade your world anytime, anywhere.

Although blogs can be open to all but somehow the feeling is different.

You do not have all the buttons and news feed and notifications jamming your monitor.

You can just write quietly all on your own without rushing to reply comments just because numbers are popping out from your notifications box.

There are no one who has the right to like or dislike your post in your blog.

You can just speak out and others will read.

Just feel free to drop by anytime to update yourselves.

And from there, friends are connected in a nice way.

Understanding each other without the need of literally telling things that are difficult to utter sometimes and you just prefer to put them in words.

Blog makes people to feel so near although we are very far apart.

It is a place of eternal memories that you would like to flip through ages and ages after.

My Virgin Experience with Canon EOS 550D

2011-01-26T00:07:00.006+08:00

Well, as you can see, this is Canon EOS 550D (EF S18-55 IS). The current digital SLR I am using for my photoshooting job.

As usual, people react quickly to new things out of curiosity. Therefore, this is the thing that most people would do when they get hold of a digital SLR, shooting their own reflection in the mirror. Haha. This is my current reflection.

Right. The story starts like this. I volunteered to be the photographer of NS Sunday programme at PBA. Actually, I was called because someone got invisible. Haha. As I had not much time left until my first photography session, I started doing some homework. I started google-ing and asking about this model camera systems and functions. Off course, a little hands-on activities would be great. I played with the camera until 4am in the morning (although photography session starts 8.30am the same day). Finally I kinda got used to the buttons after buttons. Haha. And the 'lab rats' were all the corners around my house. These are some beginner's productions.

My living room in classic mode.

My super-edited bookshelf (if you can see).

1/4 of my dining room and the grandma chair.

It looks like the first ray of light in the morning but it was my tungsten lamp outside. Haha.

Another super-edited sunrise outside my house!!

Ok. Back to my original event. They were asking for some candid and close-up shots. I was a little worried because I have coordination problem. Which means my brain and limbs don't function in parallel. Haha. Very few friends knew this but I finally make this public.

Since I had no other options but just go, I actually did do some candid shots. However, I missed a few interesting scenes as I was using short lens for close-up shots. When I was near them, they consciously avoided the lens and acted like normal. To not alert them doing stupid things and to catch their stupid moments, I changed the lens to a longer one. Thank God. I was quite successful with this longer lens. I saved some energy running up and down because I could just do a few digital zoom for distance object. However, the quality of the images produced would be relatively low. And Adobe Photoshop CS5 will come to aid for this. Haha. Computer solves problems most of the times. Oh ya. Photoshop also helps me to cover up the flaws. No choice. Amateur camera lady! (the president kept calling me camera lady because he couldn't see where was I -- my face was too small compared to EOS 550D and the sun tanned NS students) To solve my height problem, I randomly grabbed any chair of the students who went to toilet and wondered where their chairs were when they got back. Haha.

I mischievously shot their stupid and ugly faces. Haha. Coudn't disclose them here because it will be piled up into compact disc as loving memories for the students.

The aftermath of this photography session was that my legs were pain. It was like fleeting up Batu Caves stone staircase in 5 minutes just to get down before they off the light and lock the entrance. I couldn't feel my leg, not literally.

My next task is taking group photo -- without tripod. OMG. Imagine them standing on the stair case and I, on the flat floor holding 550D, hands shaking, can't see all of them in the lens. Another challenge. I tell myself silently, challenges is good in life. And it better be right.

The camera lady - weini

此刻97 （继续盗用）

2010-08-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

每当我需要你的时候，惊觉你早已离我远去。

你却把这片回忆留下来让我默默守候。

这些回忆让我措手不及，让我不知如何是好。

每次流泪，不知是为了你抑或那些片刻回忆。

有太多时候，太信任，太依靠你，以致我完全失去自卫能力。

而如今，我又想像刺猬，左闪右躲，不想让你看见那偷偷流下的泪。

穿梭在夜晚的路上，拼命希望红绿灯转红，好让我与你有再多一点点时间。

但是，灯转红了，先前想好的句子，一字一句无法说出来。

结果，我们又保持沉默。

心底的回忆将永远埋藏在那不死的坟墓，你何时倾听？

时间还没停下来，我却已准备好，将你所有的回忆冷藏。

皆因，我无法再活在你的悲恸里，无法与你的悲怆共度余生。

我无法将心底的话告诉你，我害怕，很害怕，再次被你背叛。

今晚好冷，穿上寒衣，仍然感觉到打从心里的冷。

此刻96 (继续盗用)

2010-07-13T01:10:00.002+08:00

I was listening to A-Mei collection of songs. Then I came across 曾佩慈. I noticed that she sang a song that A-Mei sang too. I wanted to see how good she can sing because I quite like the theme song she sang for 终极三国 - 泪了.

So, I just waited with not very high hope because A-Mei is my favourite female singer and this song 没有烟抽的日子 by 张雨生 is really a very nice song itself and a difficult song to express.

So she started to sing. Very deep voice she has. And she sang abit out of pitch.

However, towards the end, tears rolled down. And right after she finished singing, I broke down and cried, not because of any unpleasant memories but solely her touching and magnetic voice. It was superb. Although her skill was not as good as A-Mei or Lala but the way she expressed, I just like it very much. She really sang with her heart and soul, like she was in the song. Very very nice indeed.

Nowadays, good singers are very rare. And this, 曾佩慈 is definitely 1 unforgettable 1.

Fall for 曾佩慈.

Love, weini.

此刻 96 (继续盗用)

2010-07-10T19:10:00.002+08:00

weini decided to study hard and finish all her homework in time!!!! Please support!!!! LOL. I can ma?? I also wondering and doubting myself. But cannot also must be can lo. I 24/7 stick to the screen 1 lo. Butt cannot move 1. If not, then I stick to my bed until tuition time also pass liao. Like that really can die lo. SPM how many more days, still like that. weini ar weini, WAKE UP LO!!!!! Lately hor, alot people ask me, eh, weini, what's wrong with u? Actually, I also don't know what's wrong with me. Just blur and confused everyday. I risk making mistakeSS everyday. And finally, this reknown Ironman--weini, fell sick. No voice can be produced!!! Haih. Movie with tragic ending. Hello. Are you crying? I know you not crying la. Just trying to make myself feel abit happier ok. Sometimes right, I find myself hate my school and the organisations I am in. I don't know why. But I just want to hide myself sometimes. I don't want people to see me, to complaint me, and to kick me aside like I am nobody anymore. I just want my life back to normal. I want to live smoothly, without this and that, that and this problems popping up here and there, there and here everyday. I had have enough of this. It is time to let go of the power I once possessed, the responsibility I once carried. As a matter of fact, I am quite disappointed with both myself and the institution I am in. However, I hope a rainbow is always ahead of me. Although it is a frown, but it is the nicest frown!!!

Love, weini

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2010-06-29T20:51:00.003+08:00

I was quite busy lately. And this is going to continue for another 2 weeks. Then I have my July test. F***. Don't even have enough time to check out Jay Chou's news. But thanks to friends who constantly update me with Jay's news and videos. It was really nice of them. I found that I can't catch up with my studies. I am really lazy and not very interested in studying anymore. This is a real big problem. I stick to 2 counselling teachers everyday but I still have plenty of problems. Fail. I just can't set my mind properly to face all the challenges in life one after another. I am rather confused now. The worse thing is, in the midst of all this confusion, I am still packed with complicated incomplete work. Like the most recent, school based Kem Bersepadu. i have members who are rather irresponsible, finding all kinds of excuses to not to join the camp. And to all St John members' sorrow, we are deprived of leaders. We, the committee members have something more important that cleshes with this activity. However, we also have some committee who has nothing to encroach on but just simply refused to go. This is very incommited of them. And we also have a number of members who, initially, are supposed to join us in this camp, drawing themselves out because they too have something more important to go for, which is the Choral Speaking competition. One thing that I really regret is, out of 6 teachers advisor, 3 are in Management and only 3 are left behind to stay with our members throughout the camp. But 1 is unwilling to stay with them and one more has got her personal family problem. So, we are only left with 1 teacher advisor, which is really a headache for me because I fear that the members will not be very clear, what to do and what not to. However, I am glad that my only teacher advisor who is left over together with the member tried her best to get everything on track. I am also happy to see that my members are one-heart, trying to make this camp a success!! Still, I am needing some advise and encouragement from my dear soulmate, Diao. Diao is my Petroleum that are quite precious. Haha. 1 thing that still bother me much is that I have missed 2 camps that I thought they were going to be fun. One is INTI Youth Empowerment and another 1 is Penang International Jambori. I really regretted not going and I avoid myself from feeling even sadder by not looking at those beautiful photos of the camps. I am just a big fat liar who is still an armature lying to myself. FAIL!!!

此刻 93 (继续盗用)

2010-06-19T23:40:00.001+08:00

我需要有一天，无所事事，心血来潮，情绪零碎的时候，坐下来，静静思考，爬爬格子。

再会。吾爱

此刻 92 (继续盗用)

2010-06-17T17:04:00.002+08:00

Actually I am supposed to go for INTI Youth Empowerment but too many problems just pop up suddenly. Many friends suddenly decided not to go so ended up I am quite lonely and too, decided not to go. But later I am acknowledged that a few changed their mind and wanted to go. So I need to face this problem. It was hard for me to decide to go and later not to go then later they give me this heart-attack news. I need to reconsider this. But I have already decided, with much courage, to totally give up on this thing. Now I was confused. To go or not to go. It's a damn fan question. Seriously. If I were to go, I haven't pack anything. Funny. And in one and half hour time the bus is leaving. Oh no. I hope more are going so my mum would just let me go. Actually I have my medical appointment tomorrow and double tuitions. See. Confusion~~

此刻 91 (继续盗用)

2010-06-12T16:08:00.005+08:00

有些人快乐，有些人失落。这个世界的一切永远都在轮回旋转。没有人永远快乐，更没有人永远失落。但是，快乐的当儿，又有人会以为这整个世界就是属于他快乐的影子，然而，失落的当儿，又有人会以为这个世界对他不公平。人总是在不知觉中过着自己的日子，照着自己的镜子。你我或许常常会想，为什么他这样对我，为什么就是令我失落。那我又认为，你我是否常常忘了问问自己，忘了照照镜子，甚至忘了注意自己影子的长短。这一种失忆症往往让你我活在一个狭窄不平的世界，一个玩世不恭，愤愤不平，自怨自艾的世界。你我从来看不见自己的影子，所以也从来不知道影子的长短。忘了追逐自己的影子，让它离你我太远。又或许，你我从来不曾想过有一天自己的影子竟然会消失得无影无踪，所以不曾望望这将跟随你一辈子的影子。你我无心的大意确实让大家都痛苦不堪。每个人都追求着不同的事物，但你我都有一个属于自己的梦。我常常深怕梦醒的时候会梦碎，再也不能重圆，不知你是否也有同感。因此，我常常都希望永远不要从梦中惊醒，才能享受这未必能实现的梦。但是，梦醒时分，我往往会认为若梦不碎，我将会永远在这梦的圈子兜兜转转，永远驻足不前。所以我有时会希望我的梦不再只是一场美梦。但是，微弱的人总是在这最关紧要的当儿被自己打败，永远活在梦境里边。蓦然回首，始才惊觉属于你我那时美好的梦境已不知所踪，剩下的只有两须斑白，两袖清风。这时，后悔已莫及，又开始看着年轻一辈继续犯下同样的错，你我却奈何不了。人可以被消灭，但不可以被击败。我的愚见不知能否引起你共鸣？

此刻 90 (继续盗用)

2010-06-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

我在阴暗中降落
世界在雨中淹没
画面与现实交错
无法抽离卡在胸口

躯壳如行尸走肉
陷阱旋涡我已受够
挣脱逃离这个空洞

如果我冲出黑幕笼罩的天空
就别在捆绑我的自由

在狂风之中嘶吼
作困兽之斗
我奋力冲破
封闭的思绪震开裂缝

燃烧的花朵升空
消失在空中
记忆在剥落
残留的影响轮廓
溃散在薄雾中

我信任，并不代表你可以剥夺。没有放弃信任，因为仍然在乎。你可以隐瞒，但请不要欺骗。当你一再欺骗，我已不想再选择相信。我不想每一次都成为相信你谎言的人。我已经觉得很累，很愚蠢。你可不可以留一点情面，让我看起来不至于太无知？我并不是冷血动物，不是你说什么，我都可以若无其事。就算我若无其事，那我伪装得好辛苦。我不想在你面前戴上面具，来让你好过一点。因为这样我很难过。我不是为你而活，我有我自己的路要继续走。你为什么总是说话不顾及你身边的人。难道我不曾存在？难道我在你生命中真的只是过客而已？一个你根本看不见的过客。我已经受够你这一切。我不想再故意作一些什么，就是为了让你好过一点。我真得很厌烦。我不知道要怎麽样跟你说话。我好像做什么都错。你好像一点也不在乎。你认为我很奇怪，对吧。那我想，我的生活以后不能够在容纳你了。我不能为你在驻足，是时候放弃你了。我会尽力在你的生命中消失。我希望我可以不这样做。但是，我想不到更好的方法了。对不起。请原谅我一直以来令你厌烦。

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2010-06-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

Dear Lim Jia Wen: I was enjoying Andrew Yep's travel photographs and I saw this. Haha. It's Show Luo!!!

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2010-06-08T20:53:00.002+08:00

Diao. You know what. My mum really dislikes 小S la. Haha. She kept saying she very noisy. Lol. Anyway, she got abit ai ai lo. Jay damn 大男人 la. Even in that show. And when 小S check his underwear damn stupid la. Jay kept asking her to stop looking down. Jay's fashion sense still very bad. Gold slack with blue hi-top sneakers. WTH. Nice slack and nice sneakers IF he didn't put them together. When he helped 小S change the chord damn mengada lo. If he was not Jay o, I will hate him. Ahhaha. But he is Jay ma. So ok lo. 房租名 very cute la inside that show. And Darren very cham lo. Sit 冷板凳。 Jeff has his own cool style so ok la. He quite Diao also ma. That flash back part right, Jay looked more handsome lo. I still prefer Jay 5 years ago. More hip hop kind. Now more 文艺 type. And his 助理 follows him too long already. Become very Diao also. Scold him somemore. Haha. I want to be his 助理 la. Haha. Actually Jay quite 多事 yi xia lo. Go ask all his friends teman him. == And I wonder why 耕宏 didn't join. I quite like 耕宏 de lo. Haha. And his 助理 very rich yi xia lo. Always have to pay for him. I think his 助理 looked like the fat girl who acted as Ghost in 吓到笑 Part 2 le. Haha. See you soon.

此刻 87 (继续盗用)

2010-06-07T17:19:00.003+08:00

I am finally back from PULAPOL. Damn tired. Not very fun this year. They are quite strict this year. Cannot do this and that. Go everywhere also have to be in a single file. Damn fan. But you know la Pahang how right. We will normally be the most free state to do whatever we like. Anyway, this year Pahang not bad le. Get 4 prizes. Nursing Cadet got 2nd in Nursing. Nursing Adult got 2nd in Foot Drill n Uniform Inspection. Ambulance Cadet got 3rd in Foot Drill and their no5 Liew Li Hong got CHAMPION in written test le. Haha. Congratulations!!! Anyway, I think Ambulance Adult did their very best liao. Everybody knew it. So, I think there is nothing to be regretted lo. And there is always winners and losers in a competition. So we cannot choose not to be 1 of them. This year de Ice Breaking quite ok lo. Actually is because Mr Look Yee Fee cannot turn up due to some emergencies. Haha. Then Ms Lim took over. She did some really traditional and boring thing. To form a group and do a presentation. So that she didn't really have to do much but just seeing us do other presentations. I like Penang and don't-know-what state best. Their 相声 really cool daoooo. Damn good lo. Esp when they keep saying "讨厌!" like TAO IAN with their very hiao gesture and "Woah!!!! 这个照片很像你喔，很 cute 喔!!!" Walao, Teng and I laughed like hell. And 1 more,"你没有问，我就没有讲；你没有讲，我就没有问；你什么都没有问，我什么都没有讲；你什么都没有讲，我就什么都没有问。" And one part where they speed those numbers. Really cool lo. We can't even catch what they talking about. I just know that it was between SATU DUA TIGA EMPAT and SATU DUA TIGA LIMA. They damn talented wey. Super nice la. Lol. I really enjoy myself during this part of the ice breaking. Anyway hor, I didn't get to know anybody during this ice breaking lo. Because no time. Keep thinking of and watching presentation only. The dorm quite dirty this yr. Only those urus setia rooms clean only. WTF. Then out of 12 bathrooms only 2 can use. Thats why i go invade N9 punya la. Their 1 is cleaner that make me feel like I am bathing. Sad to say, this year no leng zai 1. Extinct liao. Only Pahang got leng nui. Lol. And a Kelantan guy suddenly asked me when i was sitting watching competition," Are u from Pahang?" and i very sienly told him,"yes~~" I was wearing my uniform with badge written PAHANG very BIG and Cadet Leader badge. After 2 minutes, he asked me, "Pahang, mana?" This time I super sien dy. I just didn't know how to answer so i shut up and look at him with what-are-you-talking-about face. This time he repeated his question. "Which district in Pahang?" I was like finally-i-get-what-u-mean and tell him Kuantan la. Then later after 2 more minutes he asked me, "Are you a cadet leader?" ~~~ this time I really cannot tahan already lo. I think actually my badge quite big and clear. But maybe he was blind. I just smile skimmingly and turned back in front ignoring him. Then I shifted my chair far far away from this alien from MARS. Ya. I am from Venus. when we were heading back to kuantan, we stopped by McDonald for dinner. The people were ecstatic. Andy and I were feeling weird. Every year also we stopped by Genting Sempah for McDonald de la. Very happy meh? Then don't know why someone candid my super cool sleeping act but i was too sleepy to fight back. == My bad. then we reached Kuantan. I terus sleep when i reach home until 2.30pm the next day. haha. paiseh.

~THE END~

此刻 86 (继续盗用)

2010-06-03T20:43:00.006+08:00

I start to like Tae Yang. Especially when he is playing piano. Very...... Haih. Don't know how to say. But I just like it. Ha. I was watching Big Bang HYD/BBF Parody. Damn funny la. Haha. Pity Dae Sung need to play as a girl. And that Big Bang Coffee Prince Parody. G-Dragon damn girl la. Cannot tahan. But TOP looks very charming in that parody. His eyes really...haih. So cute. Esp Dae Sung. Tae Yang is always the yeng 1. You know what. G-Dragon kisses TOP in that parody and his reaction damn stupid la. And then TOP touches his boobs and knows that he is a girl. Haha. I really cannot tahan TOP and G-Dragon like that la. Arggh. Damn gay and jealous. Yerr. G-Dragon always act girl and stick to my TOP 1. Where can like that de. But anyway. Damn fun la watching them. Haha. I like Big Bang la. Haha. My soulmate, Cat also loves them. Haha. Start to miss Ah Boon. When is he going to come back from America. Always ffk me. I am waiting for Tai Tai to date me. Ha. For that PJ shave ice thing. Tomorrow don't need to go school. Haha. Good Luck. Mate.

weini is crazy of BigBang

此刻 85 (继续盗用)

2010-06-02T22:41:00.003+08:00

Aye. Exam finished liao!! Have no more papers tomorrow but still going to school. Have school analisis maklumat bulan Mei to complete before holiday. Do this kind of stupid things every months. Finally set free from exam. The first thing I did was sleep. Haha. I am very interested in Liu Xuan lately. He is one cool music consultant. So damn different from his father. His wife also effing cool. She was one of his party model. But sad that I can't find his 放任心中的一百次流浪 . After watching Survivor's Law suddenly like Kenneth 马国明 alot. Actually sometimes he looks quite cute 1 lo, from certain angle. I think he looks most handsome in D.I.E 古灵侦探. But I don't like all his girlfriends in that show. Haha. He is Hugo right in that show. I don't like Sonija but I lagi don't like that Ms Hong Kong. She grabs Hugo from Sonija. He always wears that colour lens and acts cool in that show. Put his hands in his pocket and say: "我是重案组高级督察成家隽，我们怀疑你与一宗谋杀案有关，希望你和我们会警局协助调查." Haha. Cool. He very old liao. But still looks young in a way. weini. enjoy your holiday and don't sleep too much.

此刻 84 (继续盗用)

2010-06-01T01:25:00.003+08:00

Finally I have finished watching Survival's Law. It is time to switch back to Add Math since exam is 6 more hours from now. But I am quite excited. Because 3 more days and I am leaving for PULAPOL. Although PULAPOL again, at least get to play and have fun there. Then Annual Inspection and Mass CPR. Maybe I am not going for Mass CPR because Penang Jambori cleshes with it. In July, having Olympia Chemistry thing. Then hopefully I am chosen again to receive Creative Award this year. It will be held in KL this year. Not much special. I hope to be in Ipoh. But at least I can do alot of shopping in KL. And it is all free of charge. Shopping off course need to pay on my own la. Then I hope to represent school again to fight for Pelajar Terbaik Ko-ko. Then there is something in August but I just couldn't remember what is it. Then later Trial and SPM. Maybe I will go get my computer skill certs after that. Haha. I love life because I involve myself in life. It is nice to be travelling everywhere free of charge representing certain organisation or myself. It is nice to carry that responsibility as well as happiness. Just remember to always be nice to everyone. And I would live happily ever after like Cinderella. Hahahaha.

weini is ecstatic.

此刻 83 (继续盗用)

2010-05-29T02:47:00.000+08:00

"So Others May Live" Just finished watching The Guardian by Andrew Davis. It is what I call a true movie. My house flooded esp at the last part. When the rope broke. Senior Chief let go himself of Jake Fischer. "I won't let go!" "I know." Then Senior Chief started unhooking himself of Jake's hook. Jake held him tight. His arm, his hand, his fingers and his finger... Until he was seen no more deep down into the water, hit by squal. I was thinking why wouldn't the helicopter just fly lower so that Senior Chief would not die falling from height. But we all know that if the pilot did, Jake's with Senior Chief - in the sea. Either the rope breaks or the tides hit the helicopter. Actually I didn't want to cry, really. But I just couldn't help. It was a really nice show. Esp for me.

I quite like this kind of patriotic show or hero show maybe. I like H-65 "Dolphin" helicopter and Black Hawk instead of Boeing 747. Warship and 420 Icebreaker instead of Titanic. Air Force Airman and Ashton Kutcher instead of LeeHom.

"I will protect them. I will defend them. I will save them. I am their Shield. For them I am Semper Paratus. I live the Coast Guard Core Values. I am a Guardian."

I think I am patriotic you know. Real. I really love Malaysia. A place where I was born and grow up. A land where I can find my HOME. Although it is not always as PERFECT.

I really think that one day I will stand up and do something for my country. So Others May Live.

*and I am wondering if Diao watched this show too i think I knew the answer

此刻 82 (继续盗用)

2010-05-26T20:30:00.005+08:00

Did some fitness today. Only squating with butt only. Knee not exceed the toes. And...Deng Deng... WEINI MANAGE TO DO IT. Even Mandy cannot do. Can't believe man. Chelsea off course can la. Nama also Chelsea ma. Walao. You sure think why we so damn fei. And no exam meh? No la. Because we only got 1 paper today. Somemore 1 hour after recess. Very sien then start crazying around. This reminded me of Squash fitness training. Last time I used to play squash under academy. Very short while only la. Then my Coach Matthew would torture us on weekends. We would go to Pahang Gymnasium near SUKPA there. And do fitness. First, run 3 rounds without stopping around those radius more than like 1km buildings. My stamina was quite bad but now worse. Then my coach would keep yelling at me. "weini, go, go, go! Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out......." As if I was delivering a child or something. "Who last run 3 more rounds!" WTH. I sure last 1 la like that. Purposely torture me! Then we would do other extreme fitness. Like sit up with legs 90 degrees up in the air. Use force from abdomen. Shoulders must be straight. Then push up with one hand on a football sometimes or one leg in the air. Then side way push up with 1 leg lay flat on the other. Use strength only from 1 hand. The other on your lap. Then I always find my hand SHAKING. Wth. Then I would peep my coach to see whether his hand was shaking too. Indeed, his hand was. Hahahaha. Abit only la. Then we would do that butt squating stuff. The highlight part was when we jumped on the trampolin. Not that outdoor trampolin which all those young, playful, innocent children or maybe even YOU, the old and crazy jump on. It was those really OLYMPIC STANDARD de. Those with very elastic spring. Once you jump, can terus soar up in the sky 1. Actually it was because that gymnasium memang for those professional gymrama and gymnastic "athletes" to do their training with RUSSIAN coach bending their body parts HERE and THERE. We just went there to tumpang only since my coach worked part time there. We would jump on that super-springy trampolin with ONE LEG and need to switch leg somemore. Wth. Then I sure fall 1. Damn malu wey. After one done, then we will jump back down into those hills of soft padded cushions. The trampolin was quite high de ma. We need to climb up 1. Those cushions were cool. You just can't and you don't even want to get up from that place. Then childish people would start "swimming" in it. WTF. I WAS NOT one of them. It was fun. 想当年 man.

Anyway, my coach isn't in Kuantan anymore and I am not playing anymore. Then I switch to JAY CHOU. I just realised how nice are his new songs. Initially I didn't think so. But after Diao kept persuading and twisting my mind, I find the rhythm in him. YAY!! And I think his VAMPIRE look is COOL~~~

Human life is full of 想当年. But this is what makes our life beautiful and meaningful.

此刻 81 (继续盗用)

2010-05-25T20:13:00.002+08:00

EXAM strive. Life's hard at this moment. And weini is SLEEPY. WTH. And HUNGRY. Worse. I protest. This education system. Producing endless SLAVES of exam. Turning the generation into a machine. A machine to answer prepared questions. And I am ONE OF THEM. Tragic of life.

Should I fall I force myself to stand on my feet again

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2010-05-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

5A sang super nice. Nicer than the original singer. Not I say 1 ok. Alot other say. Haha. So proud of us. But honestly that day performance is the best among all those practices we had. But I sang too loud. Sorry. I didn't mean to. I know I was supposed to be the softer harmonise. Haha. Alot teachers took photo of us la. I nearly smiled until jaw fracture. Haha. Tomorrow start mid-yr exam. I am still hear blogging. WTF. Don't know why weini just don't want to study. Hahaha. I think it is funny man.

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2010-05-16T19:01:00.015+08:00

As exhausted as ever. Drop dead in a pile of unsolved problems. Perhaps I need some rest. Right in that same pile of problems. So that I can also spare some time during sleep. To help solve some of the problems using telepathy.

But I fear that I might end up with... All the problems flooding over me. Scarying me off to heaven. To have a forty winks. So that I can take some tranquil time. All of my own.

But I figured out that it is better to... sleep with eye mask on the desk holding an ever warm and affable hazelnut mocha KAO. So that I could just pop up during midnight to continue that troublesome problems.

But I wish to hang on the hammock with no more worries ahead or regrets haunting behind me.

or just laze around innocently. Knowing no right or wrong.

If those are not possible then I fear that I might be distressed. Getting alot of illnesses. And welcoming more problems to my hectic life.

The corridor ahead me wind and bend to a place that I do not know of. And I am afraid That I might fall.

However, my life has not come to an end. But soon, regret will halt and the rainbow shall shine brightly as the most beautiful frown. Let's continue to sail until I find the sweetest venue to stop by. A place where I call HOME.

And on that lovely day I shall live in that eternal sunshine looking at the triumph ahead and enjoying the path that I travelled.

And I shall rest with a satisfying smile sitting on that cushioned-chair in front of my medium-sized desk with all my happiness on the desk.

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2010-05-15T19:07:00.002+08:00

For Malaysia. Malaysian Hero. OUR hero.

Yes. OUR Lee Chong Wei lost to THEIR Lin Dan. I watched the match this morning in YouTube because I was sleeping yesterday night. Some Malaysians were sporting and lovely enough to give C.W.Lee moral support eventhough he lost. I would the same for him. However, some irresponsible MALAYsians were holding CHINA flag, waving their flag gayly right in front of Chong Wei and Lin Dan. I guess that they do not have identity crisis and they clearly know that they are Malaysians. If they want to moral support foreign country players, go ahead, but not waving other country flag PROUDLY in front of OUR players. That is so not fair to them. Although Chong Wei presentation was not as good as Lin Dan, can he just keeps it low and not do something stupid in front of civilised Malaysians. You may want to keep your on-court arrogance in a LOCKED IRON BOX.

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2010-05-13T19:28:00.003+08:00

This is weini. weini is very FIERCE. I can't control myself. Haha. Everytime I see my juniors I just can't stop shouting at them:( Not a good sign. Come on weini, be diao and be cool!!

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2010-05-11T16:05:00.003+08:00

Today JAY looks so damn Diao in the paper. Oh. Diao Bao. But when you look at the height...Haih. DIAO!! You say diao or not diao. I just got some motivation from Diao. Feel damn energetic!!! Just feel like want to do all that I can. Ha. Diao le. Be diao, Be cool. Live diaoly, live coolly. Oh! Too cool. Anyway, I am having a conflict over what I want. I fell in love in an Armani frame. Maybe it doesn't look very nice when you first look at it but it was super nice on me, like it was specially made for me. I want it!!! But I need to pay for it right, so I am thinking. Gar. Begging my mum to sponsor me.

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2010-05-08T21:25:00.003+08:00

Today, my mood is extremely bad. Having alot of interruptions and stuffs. Homework can't seem to be finishing instead they are piling up. Too bad. I just broke 1 of my 8GB pendrive. Great. How violent. The weather is sizzling hot and suiciding stuffy. My mum was trying her best to cool us down. But before we are cooled, she needs to cool the wall down first. That's why she was splashing water onto the wall and I thought it was pretty cool because she tied her short hair up like SAMURAI-X with that limited length of hair. Having problem with both my pendrive and dekstop right now. Frust. This is so not cool. However, a word of diao-ness from DIAO is the best medicine and strong steroid for me. You know why steroid. Because it is addicting. Haha.

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2010-05-06T18:49:00.003+08:00

DIao, go listen to JS-Our Heart. Harmonization nice like anything

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2010-05-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

Am I your secretary? Always have to remind you repeatedly where you put your stuffs. Funny. Lately, I have this problem. I just don't feel like doing anything. I just procrastinate everything that I'm supposed to do and the worse is that I haven't even started studying yet. And mid-year exam is like next week. And I am rushing to complete my Moral Folio now. Why now? Ya. Ask me why now. Great. I just feel like sleeping, eating, watching drama everyday and looking forward to go for National Competition although I don't really want to go back to PULAPOL. OMG!! I hope that police woman will not shout at me when I wear slipper instead of shoes. Because she actually doesn't do that when she sees guys. Hey!! That's is not fair!! And I did this very motivating slogan for myself. Here it goes. WEINI, DO NOT BE LAZY. BE DIAO, BECOOL. Ya. But I think I am still lazing around, doing nothing at all. Hahaha. And I am arranging a 5-day-intensive-practice for the new members next week since I haven't started anything with them yet. Funny isn't? And lately Diao is not motivating me much. Instead Diao needs a string pulled by me. Haha. Amazing. To pull Diao everywhere!! But Diao just not gonna let that happen. Do not have really pleasant days lately. Tired and yearn to have a rest but just can't.

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2010-05-04T23:14:00.002+08:00

人生最可悲莫过于自觉可悲

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2010-05-02T18:08:00.002+08:00

Jay Chou 烟花易冷 is so damn nice!!!! Even the title is already so damn artistic! Thanks to Vincent Fang. And our beloved Jay Chou! Oh, DIAO!! Must listen!! Nevermind. I download already. I give you. Very nice le. This album is very worth to 预购 la. Memang 品质保证!! Lol. cannot stop playing Jay Chou songs. Jay Fever again. Ay. I like this feeling. (looks familiar? Ask Diao) JAY FEVER vs H1N1 FEVER!!! Jay Fever sure win la come on.

Be diao be cool. Jay Fever time is the time where you 屌 here 屌 there!!

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2010-04-30T22:52:00.003+08:00

Life has been miserable without Jay Chou. And now Jay Chou is back. His voice is with us all now!! Most precious and exclusive. Which will accompany me through this miserable month of May. And the rest of my life. Just realised that he actually becomes older these days. He has small chinese eyes. He used to like wearing a cap making his eyes looked even smaller. He used to sing dad-abuse-son songs and war songs. He always looked depressed but surprisingly, loves his mum and grandma. He does whatever he thinks is cool and people regard him as 屌. He does not really care about the aftermath of his actions. But he cares how people regard him. He counter-attacks whoever attack him in his very own way. He is always in his own world, doing things his own style. And most importantly, he composes really nice songs. Supporting his songs means that you appreciate true art pieces. Admiring his work means that you respect music, respect genuine art, respect the norm of life, respect the sound of nature, the sound of ＪＡＹ　ＣＨＯＵ！！！

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2010-04-26T15:49:00.004+08:00

My Dear Diao: I just found out that Honda Accord Crosstour that we were talking about is a 4WD. Haha. you won. You know how I find out. I saw it on the website and that day I saw a brand new BMW Active Hybrid X6 4WD. Damn cool. Just like our Honda. From sideway, it looks a Sedan. From the front, it looks like 4WD. From the back, it looks like sedan+4WD. BRILLIANT!! Seriously, I hope Jay will buy 1. So that he will not waste his money to buy something that cannot move anymore. Like what his mum said, a piece of useless metal!! Ha! Just listen to 周杰伦的超人不会飞, 蛮 cute 一下 lo. The lyric damn diao!

周杰倫-超人不會飛作曲：周杰倫填詞：周杰倫妈妈说很多事别太计较只是使命感找到了我我睡不着如果说骂人要有点技巧我会加点旋律你会觉得超屌我的枪不会装弹药所以放心不会有人倒我拍青锋侠，不需要替身，因为自信是我绘画的颜料我做很多事背后的意义并非你们想象拍个电视纯为了友情与兄弟间的梦想收视率在考验来看看我的伟大理想因为我的人生我需再多一倍的假象我不知道何时变成了所谓的那榜样被狗仔拍的那边装着要道歉的模样怎样我唱的歌词要有点文化因为随时会被当教材 CNN能不能等英文好一点再访时代杂志封面能不能重拍随时随地注意形象要控制饮食不然就跟杜莎夫人蜡像的我不像好莱钨的中国戏院地上有很多手印脚印何时才能看见我的脚..oh~ 如果超人会飞.那就让我在空中停一停歇再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪唱歌要拿最佳男歌手拍电影也不能只拿个最佳新人你不参加颁奖典礼就是没礼貌你去参加就是代表你很在乎得奖时你感动落泪人家就会觉得你夸张做作你没表情别人就会说太嚣张如果你天生这表情那些人甚至会怪你妈妈结果最后是别人在得奖你也要给予充分的掌声与微笑开的车不能太好住的楼不能太高我到底是一个创作歌手还是好人好事代表专辑一出就必须是冠军拍了电影就必须要大卖只能说当超人真的好难如果超人会飞那就让我在空中停一停歇再次俯瞰这个世界会让我觉得好一些 oh 拯救地球好累虽然有些疲惫但我还是会不要问我哭过了没因为超人不能流眼泪

哦, 吾爱!!!

Love, Your mistress.

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2010-04-25T11:58:00.004+08:00

回忆曾经让我们的生命如此绚丽、美好，也曾经让人痛不欲生。如果说没有回忆的人生，就像一个失忆的患者，任心灵到处流浪，找不到回家的路；而充满回忆的人生，就像在满思念的一艘船，漂泊在汪洋的大海中，任风把它吹到你心里的那个家，那我认为你我都已经选择了后者。打从上了漂泊的船，你我已决定或在回忆里头。将来，若那艘思念之船在汪洋大海中迷失了方向，我们也将一起在大海中流浪，皆因，人从未放下自己在人生沿途不经意提起的忧伤。我们就任由自己一次又一次地踏入回忆的陷阱，一次又一次地受伤，一次又一次的奢望时间能重来。人类并不愚蠢，我们知道时间总爱把事物无声无息地带走，也知道任由我们如何求情，时间从来不对我们善良，从不为谁而来，也不为谁而驻足。但是，人类总是如此地天真，盼望着奇迹的到来，最后却是一场空。心不知碎成几块，还对仅存的回忆执著。

最后，忘记了姓名，忘记了声音，忘记了模样，回忆变成一种失忆症，一种无法治愈的清醒。

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2010-04-20T20:15:00.003+08:00

I am back finally!! Now, I think I have alot of electrical appliances. I have 2 house phones, 2 modems, 2 laptops, 1 netbook and dekstop offcourse. And the thing is I actually do not like electrical appliances with small screens. That's why I actually do not like laptops and netbooks but I cannot deny that they are rather convenient.

I realised that I have some emotional problems lately. I do not like to sit near our dear Mandy frankly speaking. She always makes me frust. And the fact is she knows it but she is not changing anything just for me. How great would that be! Therefore the only solution is that I move to some other more peaceful places. I can have my own peaceful time away from her. I actually manage to control my feeling when she is not so near me. When she is around, I just feeling like scolding the whole wide world. I can't stand a bunch of people talking non-stop beside me when I want to concentrate. That's why I said noise contribute to stress problem. Anyway, since I am always good to everyone, I forgive her.

Wow, my wi-fi aerial signal strength very strong. Good!!! Download damn fast!! But like that die la. Everyday download saja my work. Nothing else!

I realised that I actually will like a person just because of what they write. Like Dr. George Lee. I super like him la. I always follow his column. Very NICE!!! Anyway, Reader Digest April issues are nice too.

你是我的OK绷!!! 杰伦好棒!!!! Be diao. Be cool.

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2010-04-10T22:06:00.003+08:00

I am not getting 4mbps wi-fi. Sad. Lim Jia Wen, Kristyl and weini area cannot support more than 1mbps. DAMN. Let's pindah rumah. =.=" Still have a long period cannot online at home. WTH. Not able to be diao with Diao. haha. Fei daoo. Be cool Be diao Diao and weini's latest slogan.

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2010-04-02T14:09:00.003+08:00

Uncle Steven is so COOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLL!! He has a Blackberry, an Apple i phone and an Apple notebook. He is a TECHLOVER. Obviously. Duh. His Apple notebook is so damn slim, smooth and looks so futuristic. Oh, he makes me to want an Apple notebook too. And he has a white Peugeot 308 VTi. I feel like asking Uncle Steven if he can give me a ride!!!

Talking about car. Honda Accord Crosstour is AWESOME!!!! Since when weini so top gear? No idea.

Be COOL, weini Be DIAO, weini

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2010-03-31T19:50:00.003+08:00

I need the whole wide world to shut up just for a few minutes. I mean it. Really. Total silence in this world. I just found out that noise actually contributes to stress problem. You mumble and mumble and talking and talking and buzzing and buzzing non-stop, making me feel like killing myself or YOU. Esp that Loudspeaker. Who the hell she thinks she is. Mother Theresa? Come on. Shut up!!! Or you would like me to help you by sewing up your not-pretty mouth. You cannot stop producing noise for a moment? Or maybe you don't even need to produce vibration by vocal cords. Very funny, isn't it? You are racist, my very dear. You want me punch you right in your square face? Or you think I will not dare to? Ya, I admit that I will not dare to in a normal condition. But when I am half-sane, i don't guarantee that I won't go close right up to your face and give you my pretty fist! You think you are right everytime? Maybe. But let me tell you that I DON'T EVEN LIKE TO BE RIGHT!!! You continue to mumble telling us that we are BIADAP, that we will not success or everything you like. But let me tell you a cruel reality that I knew since I was 7, and now I am 17. HUMAN KNOW THE CONSEQUENCES OF MOST OF THE CONDITION, BUT HUMAN ARE TOO WEAK AND IGNORANT TO PREVENT IT FROM HAPPENING. It applys to all human, either you or me. You are too a mere weak human, that most of the time do not know what is going to happen next.Do you read Dan Brown's Angels and Demons? Dan Brown said that human actually know far lots of things than what we realise we actually know. But human are ignorant. We need a key to that lock. We need a pull to trigger that explosion. And HELLO, you are so not gonna be the right key at the moment. I don't know whether I actually annoyed you or you annoyed me. But I am sure that I dislike you. I do what you say doesn't mean that you are right. I am just doing whatever I suppose to do. To have that quality of a civilised human. To be civilised to all nature. Because I am civilised. But I am not sure whether you are or maybe you are too civilised, at the level that we cannot reach. Please always consider about us, don't just say that you care for us and asking us out of your class. It is very annoying. Don't always think that we are arrogant and do not respect you. We want to be humble and polite but your demand is making us to go out of the thin line of sanity or in between the line of sanity and insanity. Talking about sanity and insanity. I think you are really influential because you are making the mortal me insane. Believe it or not. I plead that you would set me free. However, I thought I can be quite sane because I am used to receive high pressure and expectation from others. Like a string pulled tight, nearly breaking. I look disgusting when I do something that you do not like and you look highly regard when you are pointing your accusing fingers at me. All human are so different in their own way and I accept that fact although sometimes it could be cruel in a way. I do not like to explain or back up my action. I prefer you to understand it and not whisper any words about it. Human in nature are selfish enough to let me feel a deep and immediate need of shielding myself from all the problems. Last but not least, I feel really lucky to have DIAO to keep me sane when I need to be sane, and to make me totally half-sane when I do not need to be too sane. "It" is the most influential person in my life. Like BigBang is VIP. But this time DIAO is VIP!! And I do hope that Jay can put more effort in his new album and impress me soon. See Jay in May.

All men have a sweetness in their life. That is what helps them go on. It is towards that they turn when they feel too worn out.

by Albert Camus.

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2010-03-29T22:35:00.005+08:00

weini ran like hell today. for MAHSURI. i know it is funny. =.= watching criminal mind. i think the murderer has PTSD. looks insane. "don't shoot me, please." "it's not gonna be pain." "please, please, don't!!" "i am not gonna shoot you." "thanks!" "welcome!" He keeps his gun and takes a curve knive out and "arghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!" her fresh blood splashed onto the guy's face. "nina!!" "nina is dead." he then kills him too and puts on his spec for him. total insanity. weini is feeling good. SMILE=NO EYES

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2010-03-28T13:10:00.003+08:00

weini is vomiting doing 10 years paperwork. computer pro (consider pro among friends la) also headache. no wonder the owner very headache and need assistance. luckily, weini is always DIAO can do it!!! like NIKE just do it. next time, 1KB charge RM1. then weini will do it happily for you. weini bought alot of chocolate but never eat them. once her sister is back, everything gone!!! now that her sister is back to KL weini feels happier to have chance to eat her chocolate slowly. weini thinks the RitterSport Marzipan is nice but her sister thought yogurt was nice. chocolate with yogurt sucks.

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2010-03-27T13:27:00.002+08:00

A woman bumped into me who was holding a cup of hot coffee, splashed my coffee onto both of us, look at me for a second and decided not to apology but walked away without turning back. The crowd took for granted that it was all my fault and pointed their accusing fingers at me. I was innocent. I was going to conduct a choir with my shirt stained. Good job, weini. Bad day. I left Shaun eating lunch alone. Had some float and decided to take a nap then continue with Sally's thing. Earth hour, everyone!!! Love the Earth = Love the place you set your feet on = Love yourself and those you love Be cool, weini.

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2010-03-26T23:02:00.002+08:00

Visibility = true/false = coding to change false to true. Mr Joe is saying this kind of thing to me. I know he is the tip-top Computer Programming student, but weini is just a mere ex-computer specialised programme system teacher. Teach until weini vomit blood. 1 company system also die. What's more those alienated words. WTH. But no doubt, he is my best consultant for computer stuff. But sometimes when I am using the latest programme, you ask me to fix your old programme, I quite headache de lo although I can use other way to reach those function keys but those function keys are not the same for each version of programme. Next time right, I will charge you for fixing your computer and worksheet (if I dislike you). If you love me, rasuah me please. Still got a bunch of undone document to tidy up and shun bian fix those errors and format and the due date is TOMORROW. Haha. Oh NOOOOO!! I just remember that I have 1 more document to OCR. I hope can OCR lo because HP and XP sometimes very stupid de lo. Cannot OCR 1. Have to redo. Downloading ReadIRIS. Hope can so don't need redo. Oh yeah. CAN!!!! Oh yeah. Need to go rush work for "customer" liao. See you, everybody!! *menu bar better appear tomorrow

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2010-03-25T20:46:00.002+08:00

I don't think I am going for National Competition. Sad. Some unexpected things happen. Sob. I WANNA GOOOOO!!! Okla. Maybe it is not so fair la. Jun and I went 3 years already. But this is my last year le. Let me go laaa. Old already lo. Must let me menunaikan hajat. Cross your hand, everybody!!!

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2010-03-23T21:44:00.003+08:00

I saw Dr Tan. He walked too fast. I shouted. He can't hear. I smelled coffee. Too strong an aroma. I feel like juggling a big mug of Espresso. How cool. I have alot of homeworks. 5 reports, 5 essays, History notes Chap 4, Komsas stupid notes and ex, Chemistry wb, and I don't remember the rest. I have alot of school programs to follow. Hari Anugerah+Kawad Statik+Choir Performance and PIBG this Saturday, latihan rumah sukan every Mon, Ping Pong every Wed and Thu, Sports Day coming soon, Mentor-mentee program every week, Detention class every Mon, Thu and Fri, record all SMKTA students attendance every Thu, Prefects meeting twice a month, respond to A.Sally "urgent" call and I don't want to know the others. Headache!! Test on 6th April. F***

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2010-03-22T22:41:00.005+08:00

Laziness in weini. Kejam-ness in vin-vin. 100% match. State Comp made weini lazy and moodless to study. When we are together, we get too high!!! Mari kita pergi National Comp bersama-sama, leave Lim Jia Wen and Lum Man Houw (cool-double L) out. Mr Chong (Ryan la) is the Pegawai Pengiring so we are suppose to leave Nip out too. Don't know whether Ryan will lead us out from the hall diaoly or not if Lok Yee Fee is still boring. Yer, Terengganu year so FUN!! Actually hor, I also don't know whether I going or not 1. Shaun most probably going because he is going to "teman" Mr Chong. Can I "teman" Mr Chong also? So that I can go? And I think Melvin most probably will molest Mr Chong because he is GAY and he is interested in Mr Chong. Roarr. Can I not do homework? Can I not be a good girl for a while? Since I already represent the Chinese to beat all others. Mwahahahahaha. 4A+ 4A 2A- for FEB test, after CNY holiday le, not bad le. Okla. I will try to keep low profile. Hahaha. Saya tak nak homework, tak nak tuition, tak nak pergi ke sekolah!!!! Just want to have some FUN!! Real FUN. I realised the feeling of getting tired after getting real FUN is nice-THUMB up. Then 8.30pm sudah boleh tidur sampai the next morning. Very happy o. Too bad, I know I am day-dreaming la. WEINI!! WAKE UP LOOOOO!!!!!!!! Ok. Ok. Go back to the reality world.

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2010-03-22T15:02:00.003+08:00

weini is going to cut her Streamyx line to change plan. therefore, weini is offering a chance to help you download anything you need. after that, you will see weini disappear for a month then after a month you will see weini more frequently online and download things very fast. hahahahaha. hence, i am promoting this new plan of Streamyx, the Uni blah blah plan. RM100 for 4Mbps wifi, free modem, free netbook with broadband. gaga. cool-ness

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2010-03-20T16:09:00.004+08:00

EXHAUSTED. Tomorrow result is out and I will be the first to know. Haha.

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2010-03-18T23:54:00.004+08:00

Dedicate to 俐屌

流浪诗人还是同一种调调找不到失败的理由找不到放弃的理由这是不能说的秘密这是最后的战役得一路向北继续走下去皆因凯旋之歌在千里之外听不见惟继续走下去才能听见凯旋之歌才能达成蒲公英的约定

当疲累不堪四面楚歌给我

一首歌的时间喝爷爷泡的茶让我梦见花海似乎听见远方有血有泪有爱有恨十一的萧邦穿上黑色毛衣拿着双节棍（快使用双节棍 XXXX) 乱舞春秋借口瓦解也该是归去的时候不是懦夫加紧脚步甜甜的彩虹终于出现在眼前

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2010-03-18T10:55:00.003+08:00

Look. I think some of you have great imagination. Some like to say OMFG instead of OMG. Which means Oh My F****** God!!! Wah. Your God F******!! Cool-ness.

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Here comes T.O.P. Lol. So sick. When TOP did choreo mistake, he showed the face. Even DaeSung smiled at him. Then his fans were so damn high, saying that he looked very cute when he did mistake. Poor T.O.P I say. Does it means that next time he should do more mistake to please the fans. However, no doubt, he looks too cute to be blamed.

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2010-03-17T21:04:00.003+08:00

Today weini saw RC. First he was buying mineral water at the counter beside me at GSC. Then he was lining up in front of me to get the 3D glasses. Later in the cinema he sat beside his friend and I sat beside his friend which means I sat beside beside him. Anyway, expired bread needs to be disposed. Today I saw a girl-guy -- I ain't sure whether it is a he or she, do its make up like TOP with thick smooth eyeliner. Cool-ness

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2010-03-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

T.O.P is totally making weini crazy!!! T.O.P = H.O.T!!! T.O.P is so damn perfect and so freaking funny!!! Even sleeping T.O.P is still so damn cute!!! weini currently having T.O.P fever 0_0 !!! I just realised that I missed PANDAMEN last episode. Haha

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2010-03-14T23:35:00.002+08:00

I see kua-zhang-ness in Choi Seung Hyeon aka T.O.P or Tempo or bingu(he don't like this) although he is sexy-ful. Sometimes over passionate liao, cannot tahan. He cannot sing 1 lo. Lol. But I think he is an inborn actor--because he is super dramatic. Anyway, he really very shuai lo. Irresistable!!!!

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2010-03-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

I finally finished watching IRIS. I dislike Kim Hyeon Jun. He hit and killed T.O.P!!! He made T.O.P cannot die in a very 帅 way. Damn him. Anyway, see T.O.P so 帅 he killed his own "girlfriend". Btw, how Kim Hyeon Jun die 1? WTF. Just bleeding there only. And now I declare Kim Tae Hee AUNTIE. So auntie la she. Cannot tahan. Why T.O.P die. Haih. IRIS 2 tak ada leng zai dy. Honestly, I don't really keen to continue the show after T.O.P die. No leng zai see already ma. Very realistic 1. And I very honest 1. Talking about honest. That day I just said a doctor boring right in his face. Actually he was not. He was quite humourous. It's just that he asked me whether I have MENTAL DISORDER. Die la him. =.=" I got angry and shot him back. I shall remember that cardiologist, DR CHONG JEN LIM that happened to think that I am mentally ill.

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2010-03-10T22:55:00.003+08:00

I finally miss PANDAMEN because of IRIS. I can't leave IRIS for a few reasonS.

1) I have no tuition on Wednesday. So very free to watch. But I terslept this afternoon because my brother having war or something on the dekstop!! Damn! 2) I am having Poem Writing Competition this Saturday. And I miss IRIS very much. And I can't let myself keep thinking of IRIS because this show is too logic and poem should be some kind of crap. I need to finish it asap to give attention to my poem. 3) If I don't catch up, I will soon forget all the episodes I watched and I need to rewatch. 4) I miss T.O.P!! 5) I am not going to school tomorrow so I can actually do some couch activity. Hahahah. 6) When it reach the climax part of a show, you just want to stick to the screen. Can kiss the screen better still. That's the point la, Kim Hyeon Jun already found of about IRIS and Baek San, now taking revenge ++ complicated love triangle, Choi Seung Hee VS Kim Seon Hwa and Kim Hyeon Joon VS Jin Sa Woo.

For all the reasons above, I decided to watch IRIS instead of PANDAMEN.

Actually hor, I don't like Kim Tae Hee 1 lo. In the show, I also don't like her 1. I like Kim So Yeon 1. Ok. Now need to continue IRISing already. See you, my dear.

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2010-03-09T21:54:00.003+08:00

My mum got herself a Marc by Marc Jacobs spec. I damn like it. Super nice la. Can't resist. Feel like getting myself the maroon 1. Anyway, CK was persuading me to use contact because I just spotted a Marc Jacobs shade that was hyper cool, esp the side. But I don't think he will be successful although he kept promising that he will help to look after and blah blah blah. By the way, just suggesting, cutie violet not bad. And it doesn't look weird on Asian, worth a try. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX State Comp is around the corner. And I will be the Nursing casualty!!! why LA..LA..LA..LA..LA......???!!!!!! XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX Sometimes, when people treat me good, I will think that they have other intention and I am not sure whether they are sincere or not. I am a bit fear

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2010-03-08T19:11:00.003+08:00

The BEST korean drama I ever watch is IRIS And I like that Big Bang guy Man Houw said he is TOP Indeed he looks physically top. He is very cute--I like him!! I like his gothic look--so damn cool. And I think he looks good in whatever hairstyle.

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2010-03-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

When Incomparable started, all his fans shouting Jie Lun! Jie Lun! Jie Lun!! Jie Lun....! I kept searching for his shadow. Then Yi Fu Zhi Ming melody is played, the dancers came out, I am still searching for him. Then, I heard his voice singing, his figure slowly came down from above, standing on a crucifix...... He looked so damn shuai. I like his green highlight. I like his costumes. I like his songs. I love Jay Chou. He is my choice!!! Feel super gam dong everytime watching his lifeshow. Very very proud of him!! He fills the emptiness of my life. Special thanks to DIAO, my Jay friend.

If loving Jay Chou is wrong, Then I don't want to be right, No Jay, no music, no life, no me.

无与伦比为杰沉沦

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2010-03-02T21:50:00.003+08:00

Until now, I can just say that I am super busy. I think I am like a superwoman. Need to divide myself into a hundred pieces to multitask. I feel quite bored for this kind of life. But somehow, I try to imagine that I am like Jay, busy but contented. This makes me feel better and be more energetic to complete my tasks. I don't understand why the school is giving us, the innocent prefects more and more ineffective programme. It is wasting our time as well as the administrators' time. I only have a pair of hands and a knuckle-small brain. I cannot do more than...say 3 things at a time. I only have a brain divided into 2 parts, 1 for logical thinking, another for creativity. If I were using both parts of my brain at once, I believe that I might mess things up as 1 part of my brain doesn't work logically. Similar to my hands, the right hand writes beautiful, artistic pieces while the left, produces deformed, crooked writing. And what's more, I do not really like the others to question me when I ask them for help, mainly it is supposed to be their job, I am just reminding and dividing the jobs. So, I often end up doing the things on my own because I would not want to answer their questions. Furthermore, I would not care if you were my best friend or not, when it comes to work, I treat everybody the same. I would not care if the teachers were fond of me and I would not try to make them happy. I do not like to pretend that I like all my friends and I will not hesitate to warn them if they did wrong as long as I am their leader. I do not like to listen to gossips, whether about other people or me. I do not like people to go against the rules that I set as long as I am their leader. I do not like people to not take what I said seriously. I do not like people to bribe me or make me happy because I already knew what I should know. I do not like people to bls around me and I esp hate them shouting my name from far as if the coverage is not clear. I do not like people to get hurt a bit and make believe that they get hurt really badly and make me worry and loss confident as a first-aider. I do not like people to strut and fret about your pride that does not fruit from your hard work although life is a drama. You do not need to be over-dramatic. I do not like people to question my ability. I would not let others to cut my line neither to be better than me. I am confused. I am not sure how to become a good leader. I am not sure how to become successful. I am not sure if you are sincere. I am not sure how to be happy. I am not sure what to select. I am not sure how to get up from the falls. I am not sure where is the junction ahead. That is why I am throwing all my worries away for this moment to talk to myself. I need strength to pull through. Goodnight, Jay, my love. You will always be my shoulder to lean against.

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2010-02-26T22:21:00.002+08:00

DON'T YOU THINK WILBER PAN LOOKS VERY CUTE IN THAT BLACK PLASTIC FRAMED SPEC? FROM THIS TO THIS

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2010-02-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

Because of Pandamen, I give up studying for FEB test tomorrow!! Jay Chou, Jay Chou, you are the poison IVY!!! Goodnight, my love!!

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2010-02-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

李永业today好pessi.............老样子。吾爱

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2010-02-10T21:37:00.004+08:00

帮助别人，让我们感到快乐，一种最单纯的快乐但如今我夹杂于快乐与不快乐之间，感觉好灰，灰的看不见前方，但仍能继续走下去。只是天刚破晓的时候，惊觉自己以不知所终，让人冷不防摔了一跤，想爬起，但有心无力。翌日的朝阳，不知是否会继续为我升起，继续引导我走向那未知的远方。今天的我，好疲惫，好疲惫。。。

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2010-02-09T20:26:00.002+08:00

李永业说：

“我忆起昨夜的心情，当时的自己是兴奋的，迫不及待地书写一页有一页的心情。我在一阵呼啸的海浪声中听到我的心声，风在指引我走向心的方向。但那新的目标在翌日太阳升起后，我又得小心翼翼地把自己收藏起来。。。。。。 ”

人总喜欢把自己的影子隐藏得不见踪影，让心被围剿的机会归零。但心中泛起的无数涟漪，永远只能在黑漆漆的夜里，悄悄露出水面，待鱼儿睡着的时候独自哼唱着那首熟悉的--安静。从来都没有人知道自己心中的黑色幽默，只希望待晴天的时候，给你暗号，让你听得到。

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2010-02-06T21:57:00.004+08:00

I was so gam dong that Diao willingly lend me 'its' collection of Jay Chou's pictures-n-news cut and paste. I really felt like crying when she gave me Jay's super shuai-dao-bao and 'Secret' poster. Jay Chou is so damn diao!! 屌喔!! The collection brought back my memories of Jay piece by piece.

"Some songs he sang at the concert also brought back some memories. During my student days, it was Jay Chou's songs that took me through many uni assignments, many friendships and heartbreaks.

It was surreal yet at the same time nostalgic for me to witness this same person performing live in the flesh right in front of me. It was like somehow he played a part of my life." Kenny Sia said.

Such apt and touching descriptions of Kenny Sia. When I was in primary school, Jay Chou's songs indeed accompany me through my good and bad times. Until now, I still wait with anticipation for the release of his new albums.

It was quite a miracle that I fell so deeply in love with this 'not quite good looking' guy. However, I thought he looks very cool now with his original essence of life. Unlike artiste like LeeHom, Jay Chou does not give in to the western style that is leading. He originally, significantly and instead stubbornly produce songs with strong Eastern identity combine with Vincent Fang's cheem lyrics. Indeed, Jay is leading the Asian into a new era of genuinely-eastern style.

He is really a true Asian Chinese that I regard highly. With his geniuses in both music and values, he wins many's admiration. He will continue to flourish as long as his songs last.

I was being so serious.

Off course. To Jay Chou.

If my language could be better, I would like to describe more as for now, I couldn't even begin to describe more about his talent.

I guess a picture explains it all. However, this is not all he can do.

His shadow would be in life for he plays an important role in my life.

LONG LIVE

JAY CHOU

MY LOVE

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2010-02-05T22:58:00.002+08:00

Jay's Grand Piano is not very nice!! I missed Pandaman today!! Sobx...

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2010-02-04T21:50:00.003+08:00

Okla. Pandamen not so bad. At least I laughed like hell. But still it is very fei la. I think yu hao quite cute la. Hahaha. But seriously I don't really like Dan Tou. But if Jay's intention is to let the children to have another hero to admire, I don't think his ambition can be achieved. As a matter of fact, these Panda Heroes too stupid already la. Sry, Jay, not purposely dela. Anyway, just watched TRUE HERO trailer, why Jay's face not inside 1?? Not fair!!! Not fair!!!

Already half dead. Very busy. But at least slowly catching up with copying homework. Mwahahahahahah.

If I fall, will you offer me a hand? If you would, please give me your hand now and I will hold on to you walking down this dark alleys strongly.

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2010-02-02T22:09:00.003+08:00

Today I just watched PANDAMEN. Honestly, quite bak chi lo. The one should be handsome not handsome at all, the one should be pretty like hell not so pretty. But I know Jay like this type of girl 1. Haha. Then, whole drama is memang act shuai 1 la. Damn him. Sry, Jay, I don't mean that. And why la, Jay need to wear his sweat hat, and Mr. Shuai need to do his zhao pai movement, and Dan Tou, the Panda "Xia" need to make his hair so outstanding that everyone will recognise him as panda hero by just looking at his stupid hair!! And the computer skill sometimes is very over. As if they are really supernatural or something. And that Jerry, thanks to my husband, Jay, also act shuai in that show!! =_= Until now, Pandamen belum keluar. Baju saja yang siap. Anyway, I can stand in Jay's view and consider this show. I think his intention is good that he is trying to portray a Chinese hero in youngsters' heart, not only the westerners, Superman, Spiderman, Batman, Spiderman, Batman, Superman, Batman, Superman, Spiderman.....every day. Damn bias la like that. Give face to my husband la. I will moral support my Jay, but I am really too busy to follow the show. But I will still try my best!!!! JAY, I LOVE YOU!!!! as always...

I wish the one who used to support me and give me hands will still be by my side giving me strength and picking me up from this hard fall.

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2010-01-29T22:16:00.002+08:00

Firstly, I would like to thank Pikachu for that Birthday Bear. Damn cute. I wonder if they sell all 365 days??

Secondly, I would like to thank Diao for this:

弹头继续爆周杰伦的“糗事”：“一次一个五万人的演唱会上，他在台上踢到一个东西，很痛很痛，但是还继续忍着，把歌唱完。但当他转身面对我们时，就做出‘很痛’的表情。他就是这样啦，无论何时何地都不会忘记耍帅的。”

I damn gam dong la. Hahahahaha.

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2010-01-28T21:00:00.002+08:00

My JAY CHOU is so damn cute** Wuliao betul == super busy laaaaaaaaa wish i can be the thief of time turning the wheel of time backwards

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2010-01-26T21:21:00.003+08:00

美好的爱情像手帕，当你辛苦的时候为你擦汗，当你悲伤的时候为你擦泪。

Quoted.

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2010-01-24T17:22:00.002+08:00

Well, JY are supposed to step on this beloved land of Malaysia yesterday. Right, looking forward to see the dark and fat JY. Mwahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Today went for St John Reexam and found out that our new doctor, Dr. Yuan quite handsome and fit. Haha. Not my prey la. He asked damn alot of questions until you suffocate. Still has alooooooooot of homework undone!!!! Need to get all the shit done ASAP!!! Days ahead is gonna be damn FINE!!!! GAMBATTE weini!!!!!

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2010-01-18T22:44:00.003+08:00

Today is my hubby, Jay's birthday!! And, WEINI LOST HER LEVI'S WALLET TODAY!!! WTF =.="" sien liao lo. What to do now?? Haih... Happy Birthday, Jay!!! Good for you to get together with Jolin again!!! See, Diao. I told you right!! Very busy la. That's why blog also die. BUT I WILL BE BACK!!!

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2010-01-09T21:32:00.003+08:00

Today is my Birthday. Ya, rounding applause. Gain one more year, turn into 17. We randomly bought tickets for Vampire's Assistant and randomly saw Gary and XXXXXX at the corridor and randomly met them again back in the theatre. We ate lunch at Tepanyaki. Sucks like hell. It was the first time and the last too. Then Sam kept complaining to me about his hard life @ ECM. Ok. Got it. He needed a meal with me right away. So we went to Sushi King. 2 Jap meals out of 3 main meals. WTH!! Sam said, Ohh, rupa-rupanya you are a Japanese!!! Zadao =.=". Eating Jap meal always doesn't actually proof one's race!! He seriously needs to fix his teeth and he will become very handsome already. Trust me!! He said he wants to treat me to a meal of 3 joss sticks. Go die la!!! Next time don't want to listen to your complain baru tahu. Bought an ice cream cake but don't know whether can finish it today or not. Lol. Tomorrow going to KL to meet that woman up. LOL. Ms Woman Lim. And SHIT!! Forgot to buy travelling pills!!!!!!! Nevermind, forget about that. Ok. Stay tuned.................... Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to you, Happy Birthday to weini, Happy Birthday to you!!! weini will always be pretty as always and smart as usual!!!!

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2010-01-08T22:15:00.003+08:00

It's quite ironic to think that I am gonna turn 17 in 2 hours and 10 minutes time. Feel so old. Anyway, tomorrow is going to be a too happy day. I am gonna eat my ice-cream cake. And meet alot of friends. Man said working at his shop is good because even my birthday or CNY or public holiday, all the people in the mall will celebrate together with me. Bull shit la he. I rather stay at home and sleep la, come on. So, now this moment is the last 2 hours and 7 minutes of the 16 me. Gonna say goodbye to 16-year-old weini soon. My feeling mixed up. Very hard to explain.

Anyway, I hope tomorrow is another GOOD day for me, and the days in the future will be even better. But 1 thing, before my life of 16 years old ends, I have to finish the mountain of homework first since I am gonna enjoy my day tomorrow and follow Jun to KL on Sunday. I believe you don't want to see my body being cut into 18 pieces by any of the teachers right. Ok. You should love me more and let me be happy in my own little world then!!

My Birthday last Calculator: 2 hours and 3 minutes from now.

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2010-01-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

Jun said she is busy on Saturday that she has no time to celebrate my birthday with me this Saturday. WTH!! =.=" Tinggalkan me!!! I got complained again by teacher because of my hair!! That stupid Brince la. I told him to cut PROPERLY and tidier and shorter. He just can't get it. He is so into his hair stylist principle that he neglected the school rules!!! He don't let my mum to cut her hair shorter and persuade my brother to leave his hair long like his!! OMG =.=" My Birthday Calculator: 28 hours and 23 minutes from now

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2010-01-06T20:44:00.002+08:00

ARE YOU READY?????? to celebrate weini's extraordinary sweet 17 (17 can call sweet 17 ar?) Go get ready my present with your "heart" (i don't want you die, but Yeo Jie Yin said "got your heart can liao!!!") As DIAO said, 礼到人不到 ma. But that damn DIAO ar, as my mistress, how can XX dump me on my birthday 1?? Ok lo. I dump XX on that day ma. So fair lo. So, remember the long list of V.I.P's, pls present yourself on this Saturday!!

My Birthday Calculator: 3 days from now

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2010-01-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

I am getting older soooonnn. How come so fast 1? I also don't know why la. Noriza damn noisy and boring. Love FattLai. Jay Chou, Jay Chou, where are you? Fast Fast sing la. Your wife damn sien le. Die lo. This year I feel even lazier to do anything. I just feel want to relax don't know why. Like that can die la. Now I realised why Brince go leave a "V" at the back of my hair. It's damn......trendy? It's actually not a "V" at the back, but "m". Die la like that. I didn't realise that day. =.=" Damn banyak homework!!! =.=' Mummmyyyyyy!!!! :( I hope there is no stupid gotong-royong on this Saturday because it is my BIRTHDAY la. And don't rain plssssss.

My Birthday Calculator: 4 days from now

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2010-01-03T21:40:00.006+08:00

Tomorrow going back to school again. =.=" Don't know whether it's suppose to be sien or what. Today go to school already like half dead. Because I am wearing winter clothes in summer. Imagine, long sleeves shirt plus blazer. Siao 1. @_@ Tomorrow somemore got perhimpunan. Luckily I can run away from the crowd and hide beside the PA. Haih. The big boss ar..................TOTALLY speechless........

Today Man said he wants to give me a birthday cake that only cost him RM0.15. If he really gives that only, I will KILL him. Maybe you can't find his body anymore. Mwahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. Today Sam told me a super funny joke. Listen here carefully. Sam said, he will never cry ANYMORE. I said it is impossible. It's just that I don't know if he hides somewhere to cry.. He said, his tears all dry already. Want to cry also no tears. You know why his tears dry up? OK. Let's start from the beginning of the story when he was 13.

He was a student of Chinese Private School in Seremban. In the 1st six months of his life in Seremban, all his friends cried so often missing their families. But he, an extraordinary boy, did not even cry once. So when it was National Day, his dad went to visit him in the hostel. Then, he cried like his eyes was the fountain of Panching. Then later, his friends have to carry him from the 6th floor into the van then to the General Hospital. He waited there for 3 hours to be treated. He was fever for a week because he cried too heavily flooding the school. And I pity his friends have to carry this "body" from the 6th floor to the G floor. OMG!! Come on la, Sam, don't act pandai lo next time.

And to all Dear Guys, this reminds you not to act cool la come on...., you will finally break down like this cute Sammy la. Trust me.

And specially to Lim Jia Wen.

PROUDLY PRESENT TO YOU, ALEXANDER WANG LEE HOM (although Jay Chou much more cuter)

My Birthday calculator: 6 days from now

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2010-01-01T21:22:00.003+08:00

Today I went to have a hair cut before school reopens at Brince's place. He just likes to pull my hair so much, I don't know why. But I just love how he "manages" my hair, like a fresh hair-look in the magazine. But I just can't make it back after I wash my hair. Frust. He loves to give me heart-attack suprises every time I see him. Last time was a Big Curve "n" at the back. Today is a small tiny "V" at the back. The point is, I am having short cool hair and he gives me a "V" at the back. How am I suppose to survive in school with that? I am a prefect and 1 of the AJK Tertinggi la come on. Today he helped me to take out a bunch of hair pins from my hair and ask what I want. I don't think this is a necessary question because he will normally do whatever he wants with my hair. And the point is, I trusted him and let him go ahead. But today he asked whether I want to cut like his. OMG!!!! You know what colour is his hair. I cannot explain. White? Strawberry blonde? Gold? But I can make sure that he bleached his hair twice and my mum calls him "white hair monster" aka 白发魔女. His hair is like I don't know how to explain, like medium length, layered, left side trimmed to ear-length, right side normal length and fringe curves from above eyebrow to the middle of his face. DAI LOU!!! You want me die so much?? WTH!! Actually his hair very nice...., true. The colour tone very good...., true also. But...., can it not be WHITE??!!!! Haih...., he loves it so much and he thinks himself so positively outstanding. OMG. Speechless betul. I also found out that A be's fingers very beautiful la. Especially his nails. I just accidentally saw.

Today " Hollywood " at Megamall opens. I mean a new 1. Decoration super over. Like jewellery shop. I think not that necessary. And my mum thought Sam looked so handsome today. But today he very dai sek la. He praised me le. WTF. I was actually wearing school shirt with jeans today because of my mum wrongly planned schedule. I changed in car. Just wore a jeans and a vest with a tie which was supposed to be a belt.

He was like, Wah, your school uniform very yeah lo. I was like, Yeah le, it only takes me 3 minutes. He liked to tease me so much last time, today so guai, sky drop lo! We once almost fought in the phone because he called me AUNTY!!! WTH!! =.= And 1 time I went his shop with my mum then he suddenly appeared from the back and shouted AUNTY so loudly. Then I was like 你吓到我啦!! Then he was like, I also didn't call you, I call Aunty ma, you 吓到 for what?! He just like to bully me and I shall bully him back!!

My Birthday Calculator: 8 days from now

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2009-12-31T19:59:00.004+08:00

No more days at Coway. Finally, I am going back to school. I don't know how to say but sometimes I really dislike my colleague and get angry because of her la. You know what she did today. She read my mail. 2 times. Not my working mailbox. My personal 1. So I just asked her why. Not yet angry. She said it just pop up on its own. Come on. Where got mail pop up on its own 1?? Nvm. That 1 sudah. Then 2nd time, she read my mail again. I was like WHY? She said IT POP UP ON ITS OWN ~~~ =.=" SPEECHLESS LAAAAAA Today I cause her to lose her keys. My bad. So draw. No more fighting!! Lucky found the key back IN MY BAG LAAAA. OMG!!! weini weini, what la you. Go steal ppl key FOR WHAT?!?!?! I miss my boss la. WTH!! She isn't around on my last day. Nvm. I will see all of them on Saturday.

Need to go back to school on SUNDAY!! +.+ Prefects need holidays also hou mou.

I guess nobody know that it was my last day. Lol. Let it be~~~~~

Anyway, went to Ah Man's shop today and found that he actually fat jor. ==. And his name on the name card is MAN CHAN. Man Chan?? Errrr. Isn't that Man Houw's bro? No. I am sure this is not that Man Chan ok.

Gonna go to Kris's BBQ for countdown!!!

Hello 2010!!!

My Birthday Calculator: 9 days from now

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2009-12-29T22:02:00.002+08:00

I just realised something from my working place. No. It's from my HQ. That MSN if u type (tu) a turtle will come out. Mwahahahahahahahahaha. Ok. I know it is very fei...~~~ Come on la, at least I had some fun over it.

Jay Chou is so damn cute. OMG He is looking younger and younger now. Oh no. I just love him so much la. Very hard to resist.

And 1 thing I find quite funny. You know my working MSN I don't put my name there at first. I just put my branch initial. Then a colleague in HQ waiting for reply asked:

"HELLLLLOOOOOOO!!!! ANYBODY THERE???"

I was like O great. I have got no name ~~~~

The holiday is going to an end and I will end my life @ Coway soon. Will I do great next year? I have got no idea.

Diao says Jay and Chi Ling look very match. Where got match o. Haih. Not match at all la. Chi Ling so old la. Come on. I think Chi Lin more match with Jerry. And Jay more match with Jolin. Double J ma. Although I don't like Jolin la. Diao also dislike her. Gimme 5.

Tomorrow go to work later due to some trouble. Lol. Luckily today closing not much problem like last month. Consider quite smooth. Tomorrow manager pergi KL lagi. Gonna be alone don't know what to do then. And lastly I advice Michael to change his car soon soon la. I am fear that the door will drop anytime. =.=" He said last time his Putra he go decorate until super yeng then sell to 1 don't know what guy that ngam ngam putus cinta, the girl friend came back find him and marry him just because of that super yeng car. You believe or not? I don't believe lo. Lmao!

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2009-12-27T01:53:00.003+08:00

Alot of people looking for Satanic Symbols? Weird......Ok, maybe it's cool. At least I think it's cool. For studies or whatever......

My Birthday Calculator: 13 days from now

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2009-12-25T12:00:00.004+08:00

Today is Christmas. Merry Christmas, everyone!! Especially to those who stuck overseas. To JY in Aus who is very mm song with the host culture. To Jun who will be on the plane in a few hours from now. To Penny who is in Qatar, a completely new place to her. To Teng who I think he's enjoying his life in Nagoya, Jap. And to Kris's Nazim who is in Egypt, O, so random. And off course to Kris, so that she won't be jealous. Hmm, at least I have my Santa hat on so that I won't be alone. No la. Not alone. Later hanging out with 3 C's. Christine, Christina, Catherine and Chelsea. Having conflict la. Don't know what movie to watch since alot is pulling me out for the same movie. I have no idea who to reject. And I am sure if reject my sister, you will see my body certified tonight. Choi! Touch wood. Haiya. Sien. Don't know what to do la. Sien. +.+

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2009-12-23T20:29:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I went to Old Town with Aunty Kim, Bachelor Chee, and a few friends. A.Kim managed to wall up 2 cup of Nan Yang Kopi-O and a glass of Lemon Tea. I, as A.Kim coffee gang only had a cup of white coffee and Lime Juice. And I kept wondering if the foreigner thought less sugar means more. WTF!! Sweet daooo. A.Kim said it tasted like syrup. +.= And then I spotted a very 帅 punya leng zai. Really super leng zai 1 man. Not cute like Dipesh, but leng zai. Really really really true true true leng zai. Too leng zai already. Cannot take my eyes of him. When he smiles, he had the same white shiny tidy teeth just like Dipesh's. My ~DREAM~ man. Lol. @.@ He really very leng zai lo. Haih. Must go Old Town more often man. Really very leng zai.......... I am freaking serious. weini, pls........~~ I know, I know, but................He very leng zai le.....

Ok. Back to my life @ Coway. Today when I go in and on all the machine, I smelled burning smell. I super scared. I go off everything. WTF! =.= Luckily, the technician come fix it and he said even if I don't off it, it will not burn me, only the machine itself. --relieved--

I wanna watch AVATAR 3D. ANDY!!! 3D now only cost RM11 la. Normal 1 RM10. WTF. I rather go watch 3D man.

My birthday calculator: 17 days from now

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2009-12-22T18:11:00.003+08:00

Today I kinda happy. I am allowed to go back home at 4pm. I love you, Mdm Boss. This afternoon ate lunch @ Sendonoya, the damn boss dare me to use a straw to suck all the Tomyam soup. I dare him also. But he dare me first 1. He said got customer say his food not nice. I grinned and thought of Jia Wen and her mum. Lol. He said I am a big-eater. WTF! =.=" I am NOT~!!! I didn't finish the Tomyam soup at last and he teased me. +.+ Go die! Tomorrow goes to work like normal. Hopes nobody scold me and the phone don't ring like it never ring before in its whole life. Adieu (what is that? I don't know. I see ppl write)

上锁的玻璃窗

不要伤害我

Dream

不要爱上我

邂逅

乱

Keeping My Angel Close

1307

光辉岁月

不一样的月光

OPERA-tion

过客

昨天的昨天的昨天

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Re-surrection

等待...

Broken

RE-blogging

My Virgin Experience with Canon EOS 550D

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